[A]manda-Fayth

2008-08-11T20:05:00.000+08:00

my blogger is HAVING A MOODSWING! O.O

i cant seem to find any icon at all! this is all so irritating really.. since i wanna have a 'thank you' post for my birthday.. although i noe its super duper late... irritating blogger!Xp

2008-08-03T19:56:00.005+08:00

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!＝Ｄ

i am 21 for a day now! i am so old! ): lol... but i know i will always look young! i hope... =x haha!

anyhows.. a little update on how i spent my 21st birthday while my darling is in the service of the government in good ol' tekong! (note the sarcasm)

cm and nic came over in the morning to spend it with me. we din do much except have lunch and they watch me trying to look for my 21 presents from daniel.. -.- stupid cm put it all over my room and i am supposed to look for it.. -.- stupid woman lor! =xxx

then we went for my photoshoot! it was so nice! my photographer is damn good kies! ppl! if u wanna go for a photoshoot, pls go to BEAUTYBOX! hahah. they are like the BEST in PR, PHOTOGRAPHY, MAKEUP, EVERYTHING! hahah. i went there last year and i went back agn this year! i only trust them now. lol~! XD

then cm, clams n i went to kushin-bo for dinner. and it was damn funny! whenever they had "dong, dong, dong! kushin-bo~~ ", cm and i will erupt in giggles! and poor clams will have to run and queue up for the limited dish. haha` to put it in cm's words "its damn stressful to eat here lah!" but its still fun! and i would so totally go back there again! =D food's excellent! ambience is great! whats there not to like abt that place? (:

okok. shall post some of my pics from the photoshoot. fyi, i still have not uploaded my bday pics. sorry ppl!! =x

enjoy! (:

oh yeah.. and cm said that I FINALLY LOOK 21! and i should put more makeup! -.-

2008-07-31T23:41:00.005+08:00

everybody is blogging about my birthday! EXCEPT me! LOL...

i noe i noe.. so lag! HAHA.. but i have no pics yet.. my hard disk is full... so must wait kies.. patience is a virtue! =xxx

ok.. i shant go into the longwinded details of my party... it'll prob bore all of u to bed! LOl... so... here's the summary...in chronological order (of what i can rmb..=x)

- cm came over to help me paint my bday sign! =D
- went over to east coast to decorate the place. greg was so excited he din wanna nap. ended up pissing my dad! XD hahah!
- cousin came early with adorable nephews! she helped me with my hair too! =D
- cm was, as usual, my wonderful makeup artist and helper, companion, BEST FRIEND! =D
- elson and cm ended up being my photographer and present collector... =x heehee`
- many many ppl came! spent the whole nite screaming and running ard! DAMN HIGH! =DD
- cm fed me one glass of wine on empty stomach. which explains the point above. =x
- princess chocolate cheesecake was awesome! =D thanks to ASHLEE! (:
- spent 2 hours unwrapping my presents! cm wanted to help, ended up dozing off! Xp woke up when i said i might have a GUCCI bag (which was true!) ahahaha`
- she also screamed b4 i had any reaction! hahah` which was damn funny! =D
- REUNION WITH GIRLFRIEND NICOLE!!! its been UBER UBER LONG since we met up lah!!
- bro, cm, elv, nic, marie, benny, n i stayed over.
- talked and talked till like.. 5 plus. slept a little b4 we had to pack up and go back. (p.s. my bro claimed he wanted to stay over, he ended up SLEEPING FIRST! -.- )
- felt loved and blessed!
- MANY MANY PRESENTS!

I WANNA TURN 21 AGAIN! lol`

ok... i gotta act MATURED NOW.. >.<

but still got afew more days! WHEEE*

hahah! okok. pics will be up soon! i hope... =x

2008-07-27T23:47:00.004+08:00

my fave song of the moment - breathless by shayne ward.

If our love was a fairy tale
I would charge in and rescue you
On a yacht baby we would sail
To an island where we’d say I do
And if we had babies they would look like you
It’d be so beautiful if that came true
You don’t even know how very special you are

Chorus
You leave me breathless
You’re everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can’t believe that you’re mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you’re leaving me
Breathless

And if our love was a story book
We would meet on the very first page
The last chapter would be about
How I’m thankful for the life we’ve made
And if we had babies they would have your eyes
I would fall deeper watching you give life
You don’t even know how very special you are

You leave me breathless
You’re everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can’t believe that you’re mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you’re leaving me
Breathless

You must have been sent from heaven to earth to change me
You’re like an angel
The thing that I feel is stronger than love believe me
You’re something special
I only hope that I’ll one day deserve what you’ve given me
But all I can do is try
Every day of my life

You leave me breathless
You’re everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can’t believe that you’re mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you’re leaving me
Breathless

You leave me breathless
You’re everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can’t believe that you’re mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you’re leaving me
Breathless

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i think he's just the cutest lah! XD

2008-07-27T22:57:00.003+08:00

i guess i shld do this too.

vtay, this is for u.

i am sorry for all that i have said. and i guess u were right, i shldnt get involved in it at all. but perhaps one day u will understand why i do this, if u have a fren who keeps getting all this rubbish thrown at her by various ppl in different stages of her life and these are ppl who were once frens of hers. i dont mean this in a bad way, i hope ur frens and u nv will get this.

well, u cant cry over spilled milk, so here i will say, i am sincerely sorry about everything that i have said. i hope this will end everything.

although this is not my fight to fight, i think i will still fight for elle if this kinda thing occurs again. haha. call me stupid, but hey! i love my friend! (:

like marie said, lets live and let live. (:

2008-07-20T20:44:00.003+08:00

wats the point of having a 21st birthday celebration when everytime a decision is made with regards to money, u always have to fork it out yourself in order to have what you want? and if you do not, you'll have to sucuumb to other's decisions. others who do not seem to take ur feelings into consideration.

go figure.

2008-07-18T22:43:00.004+08:00

i am having an anxiety attack! or whatever it is supposed to be! -.-

i cant sleep at night, i can barely breathe, i cant focus, i cant seem to complete my to-do list and it seem to be getting longer and longer as days pass. i cant eat, cant rest, have bouts of weird emotions ranging from uber high to uber low. tell me.. what is this?!

stupid management cant seem to do things right. everything is done at the last minute.. snowball effect! nth has been communicated to us afternoon ppl. we are thrown to the sea without learning how to swim and are struggling to stay afloat.

tell me. what good is it, if there is no welfare for the ppl u depend on to work?

one day, i will just drop dead and die. or i will just find out that i unable to stand under the load of the snowballing, last minute additions to my to-do list and wld just die under it.

God help me.

oh. and the management as well, while You are at it. (:

2008-07-13T21:28:00.002+08:00

just yesterday, i was reading a really really sad blog entry.. from the girl who's bf passed away in brunei...

in it, she posted pictures they took together, wrote abt the times they shared, how she is coping with it, etc.. it was really really sad to read abt it.. the most heartwrenching thing was perhaps the fact that she still unconsciously msg and call him.. and that, i guess, is where reality will hit her again and again and again. its kinda like taking a knife and stabbing her multiple times at the same spot..

it kinda suck when this kinda thing happen to u. we wont noe or understand wat she is going through. we can only guess and perhaps, think we noe how she is feeling. but how many of us actually went through something as heartbreaking as this? we all live one day after the next.. in fact, God forbid, we are literally wasting our time away, probably fighting or quarrelling with our love ones, not knowing when we will ever make it up to them.

i guess we humans, do take things for granted. if i were her, i'd prob have died. or perhaps, be at a total and utter lost. i do admire her strength and courage. she cant stop the tears, or the memories from coming. but she can, and im sure she will.. move on and become stronger.

i pray to God, that she'll find her strength in the ppl who love her. and that she'll find solace in Him. And dear God, pls just protect all our loved ones. especially those in NS/those who are facing risks every other day.

2008-07-10T14:23:00.003+08:00

omg... its been 1 mth since i last updated!! XD hahah.. there's just no time for me to sit down and blog abt the things tt have happened. the reason why im so free now? im on two days mc - throat inflammation.. XD lol.. it seems to happen alot to ppl in this line.. -.-

anyhow... i went to bangkok on the last week of the june hols and it was quite a good learning experience! i took the "tuk-tuk" for the very first time! and i cldnt stop laughing! it was exhilarating! XD word of advice: not for the faint hearted! X) heehee`

pics to be up soon.. i've yet to upload them as my hard disk is full, so i need to clear them b4 i update it.. note to self: get external hard drive/disk soon! (:

well.. a handful of ppl just turned 21! annsoon, fang, cres! may all of them have a blessed 21st year ahead with lots of love, joy and wisdom!

its the year of being broke! lol... cos so many ppl are turning 21! XD mine is coming up real soon!! im so excited! but there're still details to be smoothed out.. i pray real hard that it'll be a successful party!

alrite alrite... i might be on mc.. but i've got things to mark. haha` more updates soon! (:

2008-06-04T23:21:00.002+08:00

i had a fun nite at cm's yesterday! heehee! we finally had our sleepover!! it was so fun!! =D heehee`

i had gym followed by tuition, so i reached her place at around 5plus. watched "p.s i love you" with cm, chunhan and his project groupmate, yani. =D haah` it was normal and unexciting till after dinner. haha`

cm and i made my 21st bday bash invitation cards! its so pretty!! =DD all thanks to the wonderful brains of wong chun mei! hahah` once the pics are up, i'll post it! =D

then we went for supper with our bfs and went back to watch evans almighty. and fell asleep. haha` we din do much but it was fun staying up late. haha` and doing my invitation cards! she made it so pretty!! =DD

okok. time to zzz. theres tuition tml! nites y'all! cm! pictures! =D hahah`

2008-06-01T23:43:00.004+08:00

aiyo.. just how sick can a person get? O.O gloating over other's misfortune. some kinda sadistic behaviour. i think a trip to the psychiatrist is in order, dont u? (:

ah wells. ppl nowadays are really weird. they blow up at the littlest things and like to make a mountain out of a molehill. the thrill in that? i wldnt noe, wld i? because firstly, i am not psychotic; secondly, i am not a sadist; and lastly, i dun blow up at every little thing that happened.

also, i dun think anybody deserves anything bad to happen to them unless they have not a single good bone in their body. and. what happened was a really really scary thing. to the victim, the family and the close frens. and what u did was real rotten.

dun go ard thinking tt what u went thru was the worst of the lot and that the person u are accusing nv went thru anything remotely close. so what if she has a blessed life? she, at least, deserves a blessed life. simply because her life is God-centred. u may think that she gets watever she wants, whenever she wants. and is a rotten, spoilt brat to the core. and this is where, u are wrong.

u did not want to get to noe her better and ur green monster is making u even uglier. if u are jealous, admit it and deal with it. dun go ard telling ppl how ill-mannered this person is, or how pampered. get over it. move on. yes, we all noe u are not from a well-to-do family. who is? only the select lucky few. most of us have to work our sorry asses off to get wat we want. u are no exception, so dun act as if the whole world is against u. because what u are doing, is simply belittling yourself and whatever little self-worth that u have left.get ur facts rite b4 u go ard accusing ppl.

getting rich and famous aint all tt.

on a lighter note: s4, pearl (yes! she is BACK!), fang and her bf, and i went out today! haha! we celebrated annsoon's bday (the poor boy has to book in today, on his actual bday!) at sakura and party world. we had a helluva good time and i cant wait for fang's bday! (:

love them all to bits! (: will post pics soon!

2008-06-01T00:21:00.003+08:00

it just goes to show that politics will be played no matter where u are.

that, and the fact that ppl nowadays are either too cowardly, too dumb or too used to being at other's beck and call.

it wld be nice to see ppl standing up for themselves once in a while. but it all depends on the situation and what is at stake. i guess, now, its every man for himself.

sad? but true.

2008-05-30T22:17:00.004+08:00

i am. without a doubt. the. most. indecisive. person. to. ever. live. on. the. face. of. this. earth.

and no, i am definitely NOT exaggerating. i have got all my choices laid out for me on a silver platter, literally, and now i have no idea wat to do with my life. this is wat happens, when u give yourself so many choices, until u dun noe what to do with them.

for the record, i have been accepted into SIM-RMIT for my Bachelor in Business (Marketing) degree. they gave me afew choices - to accept, to reserve, or to reject. now. that's 1 more option than i would have expected. To reserve.. till next intake in aug 2009.

if they have given me 2 choices - to accept or reject, it wld make my life and decision-making so much easier. but, they have to come up with the 3rd choice! now...... after talking to many ppl(alrite. not so many. just my mum, daniel and my 2 colleagues), they have advised me to reserve it till next year. reasons being: 1. i can still work and save money for another year. 2. the bonus is coming (MEGA plus point!). 3. i can try applying for local uni next year.

now.. tell me.. arent all 3 reasons perfect for me to stay on and wait till next aug? i wld say it is. but i wanna just study asap u noe. its like, im not getting any younger kinda thing? and anyways, stupid system implemented makes me just wanna get out asap too.

but i guess. looking at the bigger picture. the decision is quite clear.

2008-05-21T23:27:00.002+08:00

all ur silly attitude irks me. like really, truly irks me.

come on! we are all here to help the kids! not trying to backstab each other and flaunt our capabilities by talking our way out of a shit hole! we are a TEAM! we should be working together, hand in hand, to solve watever problems that comes our way! we shld be covering each other's asses and not just our own! its not every man for himself u noe! we shld have the support of each other! esp when u are all complaining that nobody else is showing u support! think abt it.. have u showed support to others? when it really matters? and not just when we are like having our mini bitching/complaining sessions. i mean, like, when one of us is getting arrowed and about to be shot down. have u showed support?

instead of trying to show off in front of important personnels, why dun we all come together and WORK AS A BLOODY TEAM?! too tough? more of a lone ranger? then dun pretend to be a team player! and if u wanna claim credits, try to suck up to ur superior to get affirmation/glory/watever it is u want, GO OUT TO THE CORPORATE WORLD! dun play politics in such a place! this is not the place to be playing politics.

and beware, one day, it might just backfire on u - u who are so eager to protect ur ass for fear that it might just catch fire, might just find urself in the middle of a fiery pithole, unable to save urself, with nobody to save u. why? because u are digging ur own grave!

its ppl like u who made me rethink my decision.

2008-05-18T21:07:00.001+08:00

alrite.. i havent blogged for quite some time.. almost a month now! i've been lazy and at the same time, tied down with work from school.. (:

anyhow.. just recently, cm gave me a real shock! she was hospitalised for a few days and she was so weak that it pains me to see her lying there, all swollen up, with all the needles poking in her. she's getting better now.. and its really really good news! (: i've yet to see her after she returned from the hospital. but i think i wld soon. its gonna be the hols soon and i've nth much planned.. (:

secondly, my class did pretty well for their exams.. i've had quite a number of failures. but on the whole, they didnt do tt badly. im sure they will do better for their sa2. (:

the term is ending.. and with it, many many adventures and incidents which i experienced. in these 5 mths, i've made many friends. really good ones and not so good ones. i've seen ppl in masks, showing their true colours after some time. politics among the staffs, which, in my opinion, is a lot of ppl trying to suck up to the higher authorities by claiming other ppl's credits. tat, and the fact that they can talk really well.. sensible or not, i'll leave it up to u to decide. (:

on the whole, i've enjoyed my 5 mths there. and i've also learnt alot from being there - good or otherwise. (:

im off to bed. 1 more week to the hols!! i cant wait! (:

2008-05-02T19:21:00.002+08:00

omg... after like so long, there still isnt any conclusion abt whether anot im leaving or staying. -.-

and now, i still have to come back on monday without knowing whether anot im getting paid. -.-

i din not pack my things nor did i prepar my kids for the fact that they will not see me on monday. haha. its really rather ridiculous lah. its so uber long..

oh wells. dinner! (:

2008-04-29T23:15:00.002+08:00

i am at the crossroad whereby 1 wrong step could cost me my future.

i hate my short-sightedness. X(

2008-04-24T22:19:00.002+08:00

omg.... mosquitoes are really breeding fast! cm had one and so do i!! and its still buzzing ard me!

OMG!!!!!!!! get the hint already wont you?! LEAVE ME ALONE!!

omg.... i need help to deal with this psychopath!!! X(

ELVIN!!!HELP!!! lol` CM!!!!!!!!!!! bring out the INSECTICIDES!! KILL MOSQUITOES!!XD

rofl.. OH GOD. HELP ME! X(

2008-04-24T00:25:00.003+08:00

sigh... im rather sad now.. i've decided to drop out of the UNLV degree course already. the course fee's too high and i dun want my parents to worry constantly about the loan. also, i have to think about the repayment.. 69k.. its really a lot of money to repay in 5 years... i dun think im really up to it.. and the added fact that my younger brother is gg into primary school next year. thats alot to think abt, no?

having said that... i have decided to enrol into RMIT - Bachelor of Business (Marketing). the course fee's cheaper (almost 1/3!!), i've got some really sound and good advice and i guess what sharon said is true. i dun have to specifically take the tourism degree to get into the tourism industry. a business degree will serve the same purpose as well. as for networking? well, i just have to work harder than everyone else and get internship for my holidays.. (:

now... who has tuition lobangs to intro me?=D

im off to bed! tata! =))

2008-04-16T22:54:00.000+08:00

alrites. just changed my font size. i totally forgot abt it! i think i was too tired and too pissed off last nite!

hahah. anyhow.. big enough for y'all?? (:

comments pls!=D

2008-04-15T23:29:00.002+08:00

i changed my blogskin!

haha. i noe step up was like ages ago! but its still a nice movie and im still in love with it! and i only just realised tt there cld be a skin for this! =D

the font colour's dark lah. dunno how to change.. any takers? =D

step up! step up!

i noe.. self high.=D

2008-04-15T21:53:00.002+08:00

omg. get over urself!

seriously. stop thinking tt every1 in this world owes u sth just becos u've been betrayed b4. newsflash! u are not the only one!

come on! even i noe how to pick myself up and move on after a bad patch in life. just bloody move on will u?!

URGH!

2008-04-13T23:19:00.002+08:00

i am seriously annoyed! O.o

i finally packed everything in my room and am so happy that my room is neat and spacious, then my little pest of a younger brother, have to come in and mess everything up with his itchy fingers! i shld thank God he did not draw on my wall! Xp but i wldnt worry abt that as Daniel has a hold on him for that. haha. thank God for Daniel who can control greg! >.<

urgh! and some1 is annoying me with his... i dunno.. annoying antics?! X( like... stop it alr. move on?! i noe im being mean here. but its really getting on my nerves! O.o

2008-04-13T00:26:00.006+08:00

omigosh! hahah` i was bangla for a day! in my own house! O.o hahah` now my whole body's aching and wat not. have a nasty cut on my feet too! X( boo! assemblying new furnitures may be fun, but its uber tough work! X(

anyhow.. i took some pictures of my room! haha. i din take the b4 pic though. i totally forgot abt it.. took a pic in the middle of packing my room (which btw, resembles a warzone) and the final product! which is not so final yet as i have yet to get my new bed and my side table is still rather messy..Xp

anyhows.. went out for dinner with darl, elv n baby yesterday! =D went to gardens to eat some famous chicken rice, which is not bad! (: yeah yeah, i noe.. i am eating chicken. hahah` Xp then we went to town to shop ard, play pool and watch a movie. we watched Definately, Maybe. it is a love story with a bit of twist in it. the lead actor and actress apparently wanted to get married but she (the lead actress) suddenly got possessed or sth and it got worst as the day passes. its rather scary with all the exorcism and all. but the love story is quite romantic. (:

of cos, thats all a load of bull! hahah` tt was wat my lovable boyfren did to me! he came up with this load of crap and said it so convincingly that i believed it was a horror show! AND, he msged elv n cm and told them to play along. how wonderful, huh?Xp its really a love story, and it does have a certain twist to it. of cos not the horror part that i mentioned above! (: its worth a trip to the cinema! =)

oh yeah.. CHUNMEI CUT BANGS!!=D so cute can! hahah... kkies. peek-tures! ((:

cm's new bangs! we both look weird in this pic. LOL`

my warzone-like room!=p

almost finished! with the vacuum cleaner in the middle..=p

this is actually my fave place so far. my new drawer! with everything put in nicely (: (i noe its landscape. i forgot to orientate the pic and im lazy to re-upload. =pp )

my very neat table and the new magnetic noticeboard!=Dand my wall is pink! =D hahah` CM! finally u get to see my pink room! LOL.. its wayyyy overdue! =p anyhow, im off to bed! (:

tata!(:

2008-04-02T20:55:00.004+08:00

alrite. i finally dropped the bomb. and was really nervous when i was doing it! more of that ltr though..and in case ppl starts panicking and misunderstanding that phrase, what i meant was that i had finally tendered my resignation. (:

ok. short updates.

weekend was spent catching up with clams and cm! (: havent done that in a long long while!=D had uber lotsa fun though there wasnt much places to go. i have started to find singapore boring now. LOL... =pp

some pics. (:

i was trying to take a pic of clement breaking the uber hard choc! but i was a tad too slow!=p

besties! (:

with caps!=D

grp pic!(:here's to an uber long friendship! (:

april fool was yesterday. (: managed to fool my mentor!!=DD hahah` esther and i also managed to fool both our classes! so funny! and it was really heartwarming to find out that our class love us alot! =DD

now i cant bear to leave them... ): anyhow.. submitted my letter of resignation today. to the principal. she thought i was leaving in 24 hrs time! i got quite scared then i quickly told her that its for 1 mth's notice! lol` after that she cldnt stop me. as i have to pursue my studies! oh wells! i might just go back into this industry. haha! (: at least now i noe how it is like, and i rather enjoy it! (:

2008-03-27T23:25:00.002+08:00

i've decided to scrap that post. -.-

steph, just come directly to me lah. (:

NSPS INDIAN DANCE WON SILVER IN SYF 2008! =D

i noe im a lousy person with bad temper. ):

struggling under mt everest.

2008-03-26T22:11:00.003+08:00

i am so tired i cld sleep like a dead log and not wake up till like sat afternoon.

im so overwhelmed with work that my migraine is coming back, that i barely have enough sleep every night, that i think im bingeing. so tired that i cld just cry. )):

school is coming up with all sorts of activities and the instructions for preparing for it is like coming at the last minute. and in this week alone, i have like so many things to complete in time for the event next week!

is it my fault for not planning properly? my fault for not checking if i have any extra duties? my fault for not having good time management?

i highly doubt so. cos 1) i plan everything down to the last detail. a habit i acquired ever since i started teaching. giving leeway for a few extra events in between. 2) if there are extra duties, the person in charge should inform me as my email is not in the school's list. so im not likely to be the most well informed person in the school. 3) i might have poor time management. but with the mt everest pile of work to be completed in this week for portfolio alone, i highly doubt that good time management is going to help me thru this shit.

all that, and im merely a contract teacher - UNTRAINED!

God help me. ):

2008-03-16T23:22:00.002+08:00

went for ian's commissioning parade yesterday!clams was involved too! as the junior colours party. (: took some pics and videos. (:

took tired to upload. will do so soon.

sometimes, it just takes a few mins to tell some1 wat they did wrong instead of letting them guess wats wrong.

off to bed!school's tml! (: missed my kids! =))

2008-03-12T13:54:00.002+08:00

u noe. im amazed at how random some ppl can get. the blog belongs to somebody and whoever the person is refering to is really none of ur business rite? further more, it was a general statement and how the person is feeling at the particular time. why do u feel the need to get so defensive? guilty conscience maybe?

pls. read the words and sentences properly. dun try to read between the lines, cos im sure there isnt much between the lines for u to interpret. wat i dun get is why u feel the need to retaliate against sth that is so obviously innocent and not with hidden agenda. why u feel the need to be on the defensive and try to figure out the real meaning behind the words? have u ever thought of the simple fact that there is NO hidden messages? that wat is there, is there as it is?

i wonder seriously.. wat is gg thru ur thick skull of a brain. stop victimising and stop being random. get the whole picture b4 u even think.

2008-03-12T12:57:00.003+08:00

omg.. its like the 3rd day of the march hols!!! time really flies by when u're enjoying!! *pouts*

anyhow... spent the first few days really enjoying! hahah` weekends was spent with baby and family. nth much there.. excitement starts on monday! (((:

went kbox with esther, lu yen n sharon - some of the teachers i work with! had a great time singing man! they are like really really good singers lah! im like the worst! hahah` but it was great fun nonetheless!=))

went shopping after that. bought a pair of heels from m)phosis! really really nice heels! haha` esther bought a top. i wanted to buy this sleeveless tank top with a ribbon... but it was sold out and left the display piece. i nv liked display pieces... so i did not get... )): afterwhich, we went to raffles city for dinner. at this new place in B1 - Shokudo or sth like tt. its like the marche concept. but the food's all jap! its really nice! hahah` though the rosti's kinda oily! dessert choices arent that many too..

went to Aldo after tt to check out the heels. i saw the heel i wanted and the price dropped till 97.50!! Aldo heels dropped so much lah! soooo tempted to buy man! but its not practical as im gg to study soon... sucks rite! Xp the best part was when we walked into Guess. esther saw a pair of really nice heels! it costs........ *drumroll* a freaking $189!!! omg.. we were so tempted to buy! cos it was really really comfy and classy! but we decided to think abt it first. $189! its like so ex lah... not sure if esther's buying it though... hahah` i've decided not to buy. based on the simple fact tt im gg to take up dancing again, and my paycheck aint tt big... so i guess i'll have to give this beautiful heels a miss.... )):

went back to sch yesterday for a really short meeting -.- shant talk abt it anymore. its kinda irritating. lol` went to bishan to meet baby for movie after tt. we watched "The Water Horse". its quite good! (: after tt, we went to amk to take the shuttle bus to Turf City for lunch. we wanted to try out that Japanese buffet place there. but when we reached... lunch was over.... so sad lah... so we went back to amk hub and shopped ard while waiting for time to pass. haha. we met fangru for dinner!!!=DDD so happy to meet her sia... we eat and talk and talk and talk till it was time for our movie. ahahah`

we watched Step Up 2 - The Streets! its was great!!! but compared to the first show, it wasnt as powerful... somehow, i feel that Step Up has better storyline, stronger chemistry and leaves a deeper impact on the audience. i dunno.. wat say u? (:

im gg to eat now. toodles! ;)

2008-03-10T00:30:00.002+08:00

just came back from my uncle's birthday dinner at this teochew restaurant in kim tian road. food was ok. the ktv sucked as the book was not organised and the numbers for the songs were jumbled up. so it was rather frustrating as we cldnt find the right songs to sing. -.-

that aside. have a number of things to complain abt. u noe. as a 15(14?) yr old, u shld be matured enough to noe wat is right and wat is wrong. respect for ur elders is the first thing u shld drill into ur thick skull. listening and playing ur psp when every1 else is talking/eating/having fun during the dinner is a big NO-NO. why the hell wld u need to play ur psp during dinner? i also do not understand why ur parents condone such behaviour! and they actually have the cheek to comment that other ppl's kid is terrible! O.o look at urself! omg.

i really think that u shld reflect on ur behaviour and do sth abt it. i wldnt want u, as a family member, to get despised/ostracised, although u probably alr are being ostracised. but ur utterly disrespectful attitude will get u no where. im too tired to go on. dun think u have my blog add anyways. -.- if u read this, gd for u. ha. maybe u'll go complain to ur parents that i insulted u or watever. im telling u. u better think b4 u do anything. u're not too old not to get spanked.

2008-02-28T20:51:00.008+08:00

oh.. i forgot. some pics from cny :)

baby n i at my auntie's house

fave twins! :D
who are darker than me! O.o

and... we went to ZOUK after having dinner at baby's house (:

the tequila shots! courtesy of ian :)

THE BOYS!

THE BABES;)the STAR! :)
my drinks for them - white russian! :)

not forgetting lo-hei in CM's house. we only managed to take like this pic. we were too busy eating and playing to rmb taking more pics. the mini buddha jump over the wall soup was S.U.P.E.R.B :) poor cm dun have.. ended up sharing. hahah =pp

there was lion dance at my uncle's house on the 4th day! :)

my uber cute nephew! :) uncle and nephew! hahah` thats my younger bro in the grey tshirt. :)ALVIN N THE CHINCHILLAS!=D
which cannot stop bombing-.-

kkies. guess tts alot of pics and it'll probably take ages to upload. LOL... enjoy.. :D

2008-02-28T20:41:00.004+08:00

im on mc for two days. yesterday and today.

cause? throat infection. loll...

anyways.. nth much to update abt but i guess i've been feeling a little lonely since i started teaching....

fr is busy with work and eug. cm is busy with elv n work n school.

i am busy teaching and spending time with baby.

i guess i miss the times where after work i can go shopping or just meet cm for dinner or some bitching session.. now, by the time i finish school, i'll be too tired to bother gg out.

its my 21st in a few months time and i've yet to start planning. its way too early, i wld think. and as my bday is in the off peak period, it shldnt be a prob with booking chalet. im keeping my fingers crossed. anyhow.. just as i was saying to baby moments ago.. turning the big 21 doesnt seem to affect me much.

somehow.. i've always felt that turning 21 is a big hoo-hah.. and that i shld feel some sort of "freedom"? by the time i turn 21, i wld've left poly for 1 year plus, which means i wld've worked for 1 year or so. and somehow, i guess that already made me change alot.. in terms of thinking, etc.. esp now that im gg to start studying in roughly, 3 mths time?

turning 21.. just means being more responsible, i guess. considering the fact that ppl mature when they encounter certain situations.. so i wont just become uber mature overnight. i just think that the amt of things i have to be responsible now is more. and with the added fact that im working and have not saved much money for the past 6 mths totally made me rethink my spending and to be more thrifty.

in a way.. i noe its good. but stm, its rather hard to not spend. and once i quit teaching and start studying.. i have to think of taking up part time job to cover my expenses. i cant possibly take pocket money from my parents now, can i?

so.. any lobangs for jobs that allow me to start after like 1pm, pls let me noe! it doesnt hurt to plan early! :)

i feel older suddenly.

haha. tata y'all.. its back to school tml. and 1 more week till the end of term 1 and there is ALOT of things to do! X(

2008-02-21T21:58:00.003+08:00

i am so tired i cld drop dead now.

no matter how much i love teaching. the ever-piling load of admin stuffs is drowning me and i really really feel like just forgetting everything abt it. why shld i be the wonder woman?! wat am i trying to prove? tt i am a good teacher?

dun let teaching fool u. in this career, its not all about teaching. its abt all the other things as well.. cca, admin work, ar proj.. more so than u think.

and the ever mischeivous students with their 1001 complains, reasons and excuses just wear u down. day after day after day..

the only thing that is keeping me there? are the good kids and random kids who smile and greet u. or those who just say "HELLO! MISS LEE!/TEACHER!"

kids attitude and behaviour nowadays are wonderfully, amazingly (fill in the blanks with a word of ur choice). hahah! i wldnt wanna be sacked for posting things that im not allowed to here. unlike the relief teacher who got sacked. tt was a really "smartass" thing to do. -.- hope he nv become a teacher! hahah.. =x

on a random note. cher has a new blog shop! they make really nice accessories! do check it out on her blog ya? the name is Royal Candy! its uber uber nice! =D CLICK HERE! to check it out. :)

oh.. and im having the really bad habit of shopping for random bits of stationeries for my students to reward them for good behaviour. haha. wat to do.. they are so adorable sometimes! =D

anyhow. im gonna take a bath and watch an episode of Romantic Princess, a.k.a Gong Zhu Xiao Mei. i noe im like so behind time and all. but who cares? hahah!

2008-02-17T23:12:00.003+08:00

apparently.. some fucker decided to impersonate me and spout nonsensical vulgarities on my tagboard.

asshole. whoever the fuck u are, if u wanna tag on my board, pls use ur own fucking name. if u are too embarrassed to use ur name, pls bloody think of another nickname, and not fucking use the blog owner's nick to tag.

even a kid wld tell u its bloody dumb to impersonate ppl and use their nicks to tag their own tagboard. wat fun is there? u must be some deranged, no life, no morals, no ethics, no IQ, no manners, no bloody brain fellow.

and pls dun bring my mum into the picture u no life idiot. wat goes ard comes ard.

dun mess with me.

2008-02-12T22:15:00.000+08:00

HAPPY CNY! hahah`

my 4 days of holidays was filled with lotsa of fun!! and definately alot of goodies and gambling! =xx

hahaha... it was so fun that i didnt feel like gg back to work on monday and have to literally drag my ass back to work... -.- kinda sucks eh... lol..

didnt really take lots of pics.. haha.. will post them up when im more free.. right now.. i need to mark the ever piling worksheets.. -.-

oh wells... =D

2008-02-02T14:55:00.000+08:00

i noe i noe.. i have not been updating! lol... i've been too busy and perhaps a tad lazy to blog=x

haha. anyhow, my "little monsters' " tails have fully grown and im so busy trying to step on it! lol... they are quite a handful! but i am having fun! teaching is sth i nv thought i wld actually like! given my temper and patience! but i like! =D hahahah

okok.. enough abt my kids. they are driving me nuts and i think it'll do me good not to talk abt them or even think abt them for one weekend! hahah` :))

cny is coming! bought all your stuffs yet? ;)

i havent really bought all.. but its making good progress! =D i've got a red dress, red tunic-type top, black cardi, green spaghetti... i still need bottoms! and heels and a bag! haha` maybe i can psycho my mum to get me that gold heels from metro! hahah=x

i noe ppl have been asking me to post pics of my newly painted PINK room (actually, i think its only cm!lol`) im lazy lah.. plus its still rather messy.. dun worry... i WILL post pics of it. when i feel like it. hahah. prob during cny period cos i'll be vain and will be taking lots of pics! hahah. :pp

alrite alrite. i shld stop procrastinating and continue with my lesson plans!

oh.. b4 i end! ELSON LEE GUO CHUAN! changed hp number arh? i msg u nv reply lor. still dare say i nv msg u!Xp haha. catch up soon lah!:)

toodles! :)

2008-01-11T23:55:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WONG CHUN MEI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!=D

hahah! stupid woman thought i forgot her bday!! i where got so heartless?!:))

hhahahah` anyhow... its the 2nd week of school but its considered my first "official" week since i was away on course on the first 2 days of sch. missed out on alot i guess, but im slowly catching up! :)

my colleagues/fellow teachers are really helpful and warm :) though stm i cld do with a little more help. but i guess its difficult as im already busy enough with a form class, and they as experienced teachers have more to do.. oh well.. just have to make do with whatever resources i can lay my hands on then.. :))

my kids....... are......... just........ plain................................ adorable! =D hahah` i wld say that my class is one of the most well-behaved pri 2 class in the whole school. im so proud of them sometimes! =D hahah` although it is not my effort (it is in fact, the previous tcher's effort!), but it is afterall, my form class! so i'll definitely feel proud of them, wldnt u?;) and they are so lovable, that u dont wanna scold them! but of cos, i have my fair share of "little monsters" in class.. who wldnt? hahah! and i've scolded them already.. twice or thrice in this week.. so heart pain can... LOL... but it works! they are more obedient now... i hope..=x hahah`

been keeping in touch with my TPP frens (Teacher's Preparatory Programme).. and it seems like we're all thrown our own fair share of troubles and stuffs to do... and we can barely stop to take a breather from it all! but it is definitely uplifting to read abt wat happened to them and sharing with them what happened at my side! :) at least u noe that u are not alone! =))

i think we as teachers arent really supposed to be too attached to our class? in fact, i think im probably the first teacher who fell in love with her class in the first week! lol.. but wat to do.. they are just so lovable and helpful! *smiles* hee hee...

alrite alrite. more updates soon! i need to slp! have a date tml! :)) with my baby, BFF and her sayang!:))

toodles!

2007-12-31T12:07:00.000+08:00

i've been blog hopping and i realised many ppl are blogging abt the past year - 2007.

somehow.. that makes me feel like blogging abt 2007 too... i guess this is a year where plentiful things happened and that we were actually aware of them. grown up, maybe?:) hahah` anyhow.. here's my list of things to be thankful for in the year 2007 and the things i wish didnt happen. :)

in no chronological order.

- celebrated vday with baby:))
- graduated with my diploma (like finally!)
- got a job almost immediately :)
- celebrated my 1st year :)
- got closer with my BFF and our bfs became closer too!:)
- went hk and shopped till i literally dropped!=DD
- finished bloody dumb fyp -.-
- left nyk =pp
- won lucky draw at d&d=xx
- still didnt manage to save -.-
- found out tt my favourite alcohol is baileys and vodka lime=D
- found out tt im rather allergic to alcohol -.-
- baby got a step closer to my family, and me his =D
- got closer to God
- got the jitters abt 2008!=.=

ahahah` it seems tt my 2007 is not really all tt exciting. but i guess i cldnt rmb the exciting part lah. xD anyhow.. i have to be thankful that im here all in one piece, havent broken down into many pieces and grateful for the fact that i have ppl who care and love me! :)) and ppl who are always there when i need or dun need them. lol... in fact, i am also grateful for the fact tt i got a job almost immediately after i graduated, no matter how much i complained abt it, im thankful and i realised i've probably grown up a little. :)

now.... my list for 2008 might be longer than 2007. hahahha~ it all depends....

since its the last day of 2007, i shall now list down my Resolutions for 2008 (and hope i stick to them!=pp)

- save money!! (this is a must! considering im studying next year and there'll be minimal income..:( )
- start dancing again
- spend more time with baby (cos he'll be enlisting); and of cos family
- be a good teacher
- stop being hysterical!
- be nicer to ppl ard me.

hahah. i cant think of anything esle for the moment. shall add on when i have ya? =D

toodles.... :))

Happy New Year!=D

2007-12-30T22:55:00.000+08:00

alrite. plenty to update. i'll try to keep these short and to the pt. HAHA!xD

1st off. last day at nyk, 24th dec, xmas eve.
- had farewell-cum-bday celebration for the dec babies.
- met up with fangru n eugene for xmas dinner at ps pizza hut, somebody's black face spoilt my day-.-
- went to cm's house to deposit her present!!=D then walked to church. got lost in the middle of private estates and cm's family actually drove past us in a cab! haha!
- xmas mass was a little lonely and perhaps a little more emotional than i wld have admitted.
- stay over at manfred's place was real fun! :) played nintendo wii!!! until my arms ached for a few days. (i noe... lousy... lol`)

then, xmas day.
- went over to baby's hse for dinner.
- baby had his filipino colleagues over. :)
- watched movies till the garbage boys came.
- went home while they stayed and gossipped. LOL..

haha! xmas was a little tuned down this year as compared to wat i always do since graduating from pcs - xmas at orchard that first yr, lost my hp! -.- then went clubbing with this fren of a fren, the following year. hahah` those were the days eh.....;) not tt im missing it. but i do miss my sisters!:)

boxing day.
- spent rotting at home. 1st official rotting day since my last day in nyk.
- watched bratz!
- met up with baby to catch I am Legend, but we both arrived too late.xD
- met up with my bestest best fren and her bf for dinner!:))) too bad no pics....
- had our monthly gossip session (according to my bf...-.-) lol!!

day after boxing day(lol).
- met up with fr for lunch!:)))
- collected my lucky draw prize - $150 tung lok grp voucher!=D
- went for pedicure! now my toe nails are a nice shade of glittery red.=)))
- chilled at elv's place and watched Princess Diaries 2. uber nice!

and tt sort of concludes my "exciting" xmas week!

hahah. of cos, i have a cousin's solemnisation yesterday, but we're not really close, so i guess i'll skip the boring update lah. afterall, it was merely a buffet high tea at Raffles Town Club and there wasnt anything fun. in addition to the fact tt i was acting like an anti-social, snobbish cousin.=x the only excuse i can have for that? we WERENT close! haha!

oh! one more thing.... im posted to North Spring Pri Sch to teach P2 maths & eng. AND PE AND ART! now.. all of u who have known me since like whenever shld noe this.... I CANNOT DRAW!! so..... how to teach ART? O.o Oh my Lord, pls somebody help me outta this! -.-

and the uber uber damper? im teaching afternoon session!! now i have to give up my dance classes again! *pouts* when can i finally start dancing agn?! :((

tt was certainly short, wasnt it?;)

oh well. toodles!

2007-12-26T14:36:00.000+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS ONE AND ALL!!!!!!:))

i noe i noe. uber uber late. hahah.. but i have been busy lah.....xD

anyhows.... i've been busy doing all the christmas shopping and baking for my loved ones.. :)

all the time spent on shopping, worrying, wrapping, writing gift cards, etc.... for one night in the whole year. seemed really worth it after u've seen their faces when they open their presents..=))

this xmas, im particularly excited because im earning money and i can buy stuffs for the ppl i love...:)) although i ended up all broke and dry.. haha. but i think its still worth it!!=D

more updates ltr... gonna get ready for my movie date with darling...:)

and my dinner double date with CHUNMEI!!=D

she's finally back!!! so excited can...=D

2007-12-08T23:40:00.000+08:00

well.....it has certainly been a week full of emotions....

first off... daniel's fren from church passed away just last wednesday.... i dun really noe him on a personal level,but it is rather sad that he has left us so suddenly and so young. he's 35 this year. a man in his prime, i wld say....

i went for his wake on thurs n fri.. and for funeral mass today. and it is so so so so saddening. especially funeral mass today..

the sudden departure of this dear fren to many made me wonder abt death and abt the ppl we all take for granted everyday. during mass today, Father Luke mentioned that it is only when the person passed on, do we rmb the goodness of him, which has probably been there all these while, but ignored by us all.. and i cant help but admit tt its true. and yes, i am one of the guilty ones.

while we are all human and are all prone to times of self-indulgences, it somehow irks me to think of all my frens i've neglected and lost contact with all these while. ppl who mean alot to me once, but whose presence are somewat dimmed..

it is true that ppl walk in and out of your life and only true frens leave footprints in ur heart. so cliche? but it is probably the truest of all sayings i've heard so far in my life. after walking 20 years of my life, thus far, the ppl i've met are countless! and the ppl i remained in contact with are many. yet the ppl who hold a special place in my heart and ppl whom i turn to in times of need are only a handful.

now, im not complaining tt i have too little frens to confide in.. i am thankful for the fact tt i still have these ppl in my life, however little we kept in contact. its amazing how little we meet up, but when we do, we talk nineteen to the dozen!

thinking back on the demise of mr maxx, almost 3 years ago... it brought back the fact tt we take each moment of our life for granted. so much so tt it always takes the death of a person, fren or otherwise, to shake us back to reality - that life is so fragile tt any moment, it cld be any one of us lying there. morbid, but true.

all these while, when i was at colin's wake, it always frighten me to think of his sudden demise and all the close frens he had, who were so wrought with grief - his parents, relatives, colleagues, his church youth groups.... it frightens to me think tt it cld happen to me. that the person lying there.. cld be some1 close to me. inevitably, i thought of my twin. for obvious reasons known to all who knew her.... i think i was so shaken up by that thought of losing her, or in fact.. any1 of my close frens who walked with me thru the ups and downs of my life..that i actually called her up, just to hear her voice. haha. and it really calms me down after tat. weird eh?;)

but....wat if one of them passed on tml? *touch wood* wld they ever noe tt i loved them?

this brings me to the song sung by ronan keating - if tml nv comes. somehow, i feel, love song or not, this song is the most apt to describe the feeling of those who were affected by colin's death. did he noe how much he was loved? by so many ppl in his life? did these ppl noe how much he loved them? actually, they probably do lah.

i dunno... perhaps death have a way of making ppl more bonded and more generous with their love. i certainly hope tt ppl will not take their lives for granted, nor the ppl ard them. i certainly pray tt i wld now be more grateful for the ppl God blessed me with.

i pray now, for colin's parents. who were the most affected. pls Lord, give them the strength to go on with their lives, with the knowledge that their beloved son is in heaven, right beside You. i pray too, for colin's frens. that they will seek solace from you and the same knowledge that he is with You. I pray, for the ppl ard me, strangers and frens and family - that they will be safe. Amen.

somehow, after spending these few days in the company of ppl who knew him.. i guess i feel tt he's my fren too.. it doesnt matter now how much i knew him or not. i guess all tt matters now is the fact tt he is in Jesus' kingdom. he is home now. :)

this has turned out to be a rather emotional post. and i just wanna leave a few shoutouts..

BABY: u dun need words to tell u how much i or ur frens love u. and i am glad, so so so glad.. that u walked into my life. i love u so so much!

PEARL: twinnie. u noe as much as i do how impt u and fang are to me. although we dont meet up often, i still want u to noe tt i love u. and i care abt u. no matter wat happened in ur life, do not hesitate to call me. im always here for u. always rmb tt. always. and take care of ur health! i mean it!

FANG: stupid cow u. haha~ anyhow, bet u wont even read my blog.. but in the off chance that u might just come across this.. i hope u noe tt no matter how many times i cant go for bdays and gatherings, i still love u. and tt for all the gatherings, i do want to be there, just tt i cant make it. but i am always here for u too. as much as im here for pearl and many others. i will always always be here.

CHUNMEI: WOMAN! u are probably the person i met the latest and yet have such a huge impact on me in these few years. we only met like..... 2005? its been 2 years, yet it felt like decades! but the time we know each other doesnt matter. im just glad that u are in my life. :) pls pls take good care of urself. and as i've said to both pearl n fang, im always here for u. ok... no matter wat, come hell or high water, i will do my utmost to be here for u whenever and wherever u need me to. i love u to bits!:) pls take care of urself during the exam period kies. dun overwork and overstress!

TWINS: steph n dot. u both are in bangkok now. enjoying ur hols. haha! my most favouritest cousins and closest cousins. u two are my angels and pls do not forget tt. no matter wat happened, love life, sch life, stupid backstabbing, hypocritical ppl bullying u, dun 4get, ur cousin learnt kungfu and have also unofficially mastered the art of verbally breaking ppl's ego and have also officially won the ms sharp tongue award in the lee family hall of fame. so, same as i've told everyone, i am here for u 2. more so for the both of u cos u're my family. :)

TO EVERYONE ELSE WHOM I HAVE NOT NAMED(due to severe fatigue and utter lack of slp): no matter how i met u, how i've or have not touched ur life, how much or how little i mean to u, pls rmb tt i am here, to lend a shoulder, a listening ear, give a hug, cry with u, bitch with u abt the unreasonable things in life, curse and swear at the injustice of stuffs, go for retail therapy, manicure/pedicure, etc.... i am always here. just a phone call away. :)

i love u all... every1 whom i noe and have walked at least a period of my life with me. i love u.

guess death have a funny way of making me emo and grateful for the ppl ard me. *shrugs*

nite caps. sweet dreams y'all...

2007-11-30T23:54:00.000+08:00

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY BABY!!!!

its our 1 year! hee!! =D we've made it thru 1 year together. it wasnt easy on us, with all my temper tantrums, jealous quarrels, moodswings, demands... yet, we still survived! and we will walk this road together forever and ever and ever and ever.... :)

i love you!:)

yes yes. i noe the above msg is very mushy. but hey! it is my anniversary and its my blog, eh?;)

anyhows, we celebrated our 1st year 1 day early cos baby had to go to his cousin's wedding in m'sia today. and from his msges, i would say tt he is a very very happy boy! :)

all the alcohols he heard abt... O.o

lol... my baby's gonna get drunk..:(

i hope not. lol`

our anniversary celebration was rather short, but lovely nonetheless. pictures will be up when i upload them, prob tml or sth :)

went shopping with the twins today! and a special guest! =D haha` shant divulge who it is, its nt impt to any of u anyways. haha! =D

okok. im rambling on and on and on and on and on.. shall update more over the weekends if i can.. love! :)

nighty night! :)

2007-11-18T21:26:00.000+08:00

oh yeah.. i promised to blog abt my cleaner, brighter, neater room rite?

LOL...

theres really nth much to blog abt lah. just tt baby came over to help me throw out my stuffs. LOL... and believe it anot, i have like 3 big bags full of stuffs to throw away=x sth which he finds amazing... LOL... now, my room is not as messy with stuffs all over! =D

and when i came in yesterday nite after gg out for dinner, i was stunned by how bright my room suddenly seemed. lol.. amazing how one afternoon of throwing away stuffs can make it so much brighter. lol` O=)

baby laments tt he din take a "before and after" photo of my room. he's damn proud of the fact tt he make it so clean! lol.. i have to say, the credits all goes to him! hahah` thank u thank u thank u!!!=D

now, all we need to get, is a big toyogo box to keep my appalling no. of bags in and probably a dresser to keep my facial stuffs in; a mirror and a paintjob!!!

PINK ROOM!! wheeeE!!!!! =D

ok. time to shower... weather's so cold lah!!! :)

2007-11-18T20:21:00.000+08:00

apparently............... ERICA'S BACK!!!:)

hahaha. earlier than expected. and im sure every1's happy happy now?:)

haha. im bored. tired. and indecisive.

some1 tell me wat to do?

:)

2007-11-18T02:09:00.000+08:00

changed new skin! :)

hope it doesnt load tt slowly... =pp fonts abit weird... any1 can change it for me??

anyhow... room's so much brighter now and cleaner and neater! thanks to baby!=D

more updates tml. its late.. toodles!:)

2007-11-11T00:00:00.001+08:00

u noe. im feeling..... alot of emotions right abt now... i just met 2 realli lovely lovely girls last week.. and i guess that im totally feeling what they are going thru. i mean. wat they are gg thru i've pretty much gone thru the same thing, more or less.. and with the same thoughts running thru my head and all.. although i noe tt i wldnt really understand wat the other one's gg thru. but i try my best to... =)

anyhows.. the two girls are sammie and tessa. really lovely and sweet girls and very hyper! hahah` and if u two ever chanced upon my blog, do noe tt im really here for u two ya?:) so is daniel!=)

life's been pretty kind to me recently. other than the fact that i havent enjoyed the nice slacking time in between work to get a breather ever since i came back from hk, but its been pretty ok. :)

just got back my medical report from moe. and im certified fit under the A95 clause thingy. cos of my migraines. darn!xD hahah` anyhows... im certified fit still! and is pretty much waiting to get my posting and start teaching!:) pri sch... i really wonder if im cut out for it.. lol!

went for mass today and found out tt RCIY is recruiting(actually i found out long ago lah..lol..=x) baby pulled me to talk to Father Jo abt it cos of parent's objections and all. and i sort of broke down lah. abit emo lah today. lol` twins.. need some advice here. lol... call me or tag or msg me online/sms.. lol` i need u 2!! lol` and we have to start planning our outing u noe! lol` email me at my office! haha~=pp

oh wells... O LEVELS is ending SOON no? CASSIE/ALVIN/XAVIER/GABRIEL/TERENCE/REBECCA/MEL/FELICIA/YC PEEPS TAKING Os.. TIME TO PARTEE SOON! haha~

if u all ever read my blog anyways... lol!!

hahah` okok.. still no pic from hk cos cm not yet give me pic.. and my pf gathering yesterday also not yet send me pics. eh ppl! PEEKTURES LEH! rofl! i learnt tt word from my sec sch fren!=p

pf gathering was a blast man! cant wait to meet up with them again. we just ate and talked and talked and talked abt all the scandals (oops!=p), silly, dumb and still damn fun things we did. not forgetting MARY MOON!=D rofl* subtheme 1 oei!=D

okok. getting tired. night cap, any1?;)

shout outs!

BABY!

u noe i love u no matter how much u complain tt im getting flabby and fat! hahaa. and i noe u have to be in m'sia for ur cousin's wedding. dun worry abt me kies. i'll just emo at vivo with 1 pint of haagen daz ice cream with cm... haha! jk lah. dun worry. love u!*hugs and muacks!*

ELLEVIN!

eh.. u two ps us two today lah! Xp lol` smack u arh. i want my pics ms wong. haha` and mr ngo, u dun want ur calligraphy? haha! study hard ms wong. i want to meet u soon ok! mr ngo, work hard! hahah=x dun fall sick u two. but keep falling in love!=D loves! *hugs and muacks too!*

ERICA!

woman! enjoy ur trip! sorry i had to disturb u...=( but u are missed by a whole bunch of us back home kies! get ur ass home SAFELY! *hugs and muacks!*

SAMMIE N TESSA!

u two arh.. take care of urselves! tessa - i cant tell u how happy i am tt u called me lah. lol.serious! but dun worry too much ya. we're all here and ur jie will be home soon!:) sammie - i am so happy tt u called me too! haha. actually, i am glad we talked this afternoon. hope it helped to lessen ur burden for a little while at least! but bear in mind tt u're not alone in this walk. God is with u, every step of the way, as are we. :) *hugs and kisses!*

SA, KAI, NANA, ANGEL, PAPA, SIAO EH, DAVID!

yesterday was a BLAST man! cant wait to meet up agn!!! keep y'all posted ya?!BIG HUGS!!!

FANGRU!

eh woman. dun so attitude to him lah! haha. he quite ke lian u noe! although stm he deserves it lah!=p ahahaha! hugs!!

okok. night caps! =D

2007-11-04T15:46:00.000+08:00

alrite alrite. so i dint blog as often as i claimed i would b4 i leave for HK...not really a crime, now, is it?=pp

anyhow... im back from my holiday and its such a damper to have to go back to work tml.... -.- ah wells.. life goes on... and fortunately, i do have good things to look forward to... my resignation at the end of the month! rofl! that and the fact that i shopped till i literally dropped for the entire 5 days in hk!!=D i was the only one in my family who bought so many things lah! hahah! it just proves one point, i cant be trusted to shop on my own. cos i'll tend to buy and buy and buy! hah! but the best part? everything i bought is at a discounted price! so cool rite?! HK is such a good place to get cheap and nice stuffs! esp the Ladies Market! really can shop till u drop!

will show pics when cm pass them to me. hahah! lovely lovely holiday! :)

tts all for now. shall update when the pics are with me!

love!:)

2007-10-23T21:59:00.000+08:00

i noe i noe. i havent been updating. haha` i've just been so lazy to update recently. cos i wld have to go to my bro's room to switch on the modem and then switch on my lappy. abit tedious, dun u think?=pp

haha. besides, i've been spending almost every night after work with baby cos he's leaving, or rather, he left for m'sia this morning. to fulfil his dreams as a prawn farmer in pekan(kuantan). rofl! im only half kidding. hahah` he is in pekan now though, but on attachment. and he is at a prawn farm. haha` cos his company actually rears prawn. O.o lol`i noe. so amazing rite? lol`

anyhow... i wld be updating rather regularly this week b4 i fly off to hk on the 28th. simply because my only form of communication with my baby is online! hahah` but the sad thing? they dun even have wireless there! =(( but they do have vodaphone! or sth like tt.. the m1 internet thingy.. hahah` i noe. im so clueless. but who really cares what they are called as long as i get to chat with my baby?=D lol!!

in fact, u all shld be thanking him cos i wld be updating rather regularly this week. hahaha` i hope lah=x heehee`

work is as draining as usual. ppl there seemed to be getting more and more on my nerves. and the fact tt im gg on holiday next week is not really helping matters, cos 1 week is just too long to wait!!! lol`but it will fly damn fast once im there!:( crap..

once agn, i feel like im 9 years old, in pri school, wishing that school terms passed faster while the holidays crawl by... lol` nostalgic eh?lol`

afterwhich, i wld have to be back at work agn. which kinda sucked lah. lol` hols until so shiok alr then go back and work. Xp *pouts* but at least i was smart enough to take a 1 week leave so tt i have a long weekend!=D ahaha!

and i found out sth tt broke my heart lah. literally. sigh. still cldnt fathom why it must be so hush hush? oh wells... to each its own, i guess.

looking forward to teaching next year! and to school too!=)

watch out kids! MS LEE IS HERE! rofl*

lameness..

baby!! if u see this, haha. i miss u much much much much much. get back soon!! muacks! :)

one of our earlier pics. hahah =)

2007-09-30T16:15:00.000+08:00

this might, or might not, be a long post. it all depends on my mood. LOL..

anyhow.... this week is rather eventful, in some ways. shopping makes one so much happier, even though u are alr happy. =)

lol` anyways, grandma's bday yesterday. had dinner at Yan Palace in Chinatown's Fok Hai Buiding (i think=p). Food was good, entertainment factor...... a 10 if you're talking abt the noise level. LOL! shall let the pictures do the talking:

Happy grandma!=D

and needless to say, lots of cam whoring with the twins!=p

went to watch "I Now Pronounce You Chuck and Larry" with baby on tuesday. it was rather funny!=D a must watch for all Adam Sandlar's fans! (:

went shopping at AMK Hub on thurs with baby. hahah` it was like a total retail therapy, although i din need it then, but still! which girl wldnt be happy with retail therapy?;)

hahah` got myself 2 formal skirts, 1 top and a pair of black low heels. i wanted the high heels, but baby wldnt allow, claiming tt i have too many! Xp

which, btw, i dont! let's see... i only have like two 3.5 inch black strappy heels, one 3.5 inch blue heels - which is alr spoilt (all from Heatwave), one 3.5 inch white heels, one 4 inch black glittery heels (both from Imageturn), one 3.5 inch white diamante strappy heels (from AnnaNucci). so in total, I have only.... 6 pairs of heels! and excluding the spoilt one, i only have 5 pairs! now.... that isnt alot is it?=x

hahah` in reality, it is rather alot, but i do have a rather big obsession (for lack of better word) for high heels... and im a girl... so its only natural for me to like heels and want to buy heels! =pp now, after justifying myself, i do think that I am allowed to buy more heels,dont i?=D

hahah` only the fact tt im going to teach is stopping me from buying too many heels. cos, when im teaching, i have to stand like, almost all day! and that im gg to teach pri sch kids means i have to prob run ard really often. now, that is really such a damper for a heels lover like myself! Xp but no matter, after 6 mths, when i start studying, i can resume my obsession with heels! =D

ok. im really gg on non-stop. shall just go watch some movies then. tata y'all! hope u enjoy the pics! :)

2007-09-23T16:05:00.000+08:00

its finally the weekends. although its the last day of the week and i have to go back to work tml... but still. its a weekend! =D

anyhow.. work is slightly more bearable now, considering tt im prob leaving at the end of the year=D

LOl` okok. shant keep u in suspense. rmb the other time i was blogging abt my moe interview and that i think it didnt go very well....?

welll............

MOE OFFERED ME A JOB!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =D

hahah. to be more precise, they offered me a 1 to 1and a half year contract as a General Education Officer, a.k.a, a teacher on contract basis, B4 training. =D and i will be offered a dip/training after that if my conduct is good=D

coolness rite?=)

hahah` anyways... this week was alrite. went to watch Live the Dream to support Benny's cousin - Victor Tang. pictures and info in Chunmei's blog. so go check it out if u're interested.

And i realised that Kevin's sis is Shauna Simon!!! OMG! she's hot stuff can! hahaha. and she can sing quite well too!! (:

support the wrong team arh... =x hahah` might be gg on wed again. depending on my mood and how tired i am. hahah`

weekend was great! went to ms clarity cafe for dinner on friday with baby, elle, elvin and alvin (daniel's church fren). xD hahah`food was ok.. after tt, we went back to baby's place to drink (: elvin was hilarious, as usual!!!=)) make great drinking company... hahah~

sat was spent at baby's place. doing nth... practically slacking, playing with the ds and slacking somemore. hhaha` it was uneventful but really really really nice... (:

ok. i dunno wat more to write. really rather tired. shall watch some movie! (:

2007-09-17T21:38:00.000+08:00

hahaha. i seem to be blogging alot these 2 days eh? haha. for now only. cos got new blog skin, see... hahah`

anyways. found a dance school to learn contemporary dance. =)

very vey excited to start. but cant cos of financial constraints. hahah` prob gonna start in nov/dec? since its an on going class. wont say much till its confirmed.

really really tired.

cm is growing her wisdom tooth! so pain lah! so poor thing... well.. at least she has wisdom... =x

hahah~ anyways.... gonna go watch some drama b4 i go to bed.

hee! nites! :)

2007-09-16T21:38:00.000+08:00

YEA!!!!!!!!!!!!! CLEMENT TAN JUN QUAN is the best lah! hahah` he's a genius man! hahahah` he helped me with my blog border prob and now its gone!!=D aahahah he actually redid the whole thing if im not mistaken.. took him really quite long.. hahah` thanks arh clams!=D

anyways, today was uneventful. locked myself in my room and watched drama the whole day. haha. baby was out destressing with his boys, which left me alone in my room cos greg is contagious. hahaha!

okok. im off to watch another drama! haha!:)

2007-09-16T11:40:00.000+08:00

haha. im up since like 10.30 am on a Sunday morning which is an amazing feat considering i slept at like 2 am this morning, and i dun usually wake up till like 12noon??=pp

anyhow... i've been playing ard with the html on my blog to get the border wider so that it doesnt truncate my words. it seemed to work. i think. not too sure abt it though....

cm/clement/or any kind soul out there who can help me.. pls tag!! hahah` :)

okok. breakfast!=)

2007-09-15T22:35:00.000+08:00

alrites alrites. updates updates. im actually making this sound so much like a chore. haahh` but it isnt all that bad once i start getting my lazy fingers to start typing sth constructive. or not.=pp

anyways, just changed my template and updated the links. some of it anyways... =p cresencia dear, if u come across this post, pls do tag my board and update me ur link agn. i lost it... =x same for u elson kor! =)

so........ life's been pretty alrite for now. waiting for the letter of admittance into UNLV.. and the letter of appointment from MOE for contract teaching - if, im wanted, which i highly doubt so. lol` long story...

anyways, a major major update on my life? hahah` one word sums it all....... mundane. =pp

lol` im serious. possibly the only exciting thing tt ever happened was the NIE interview, yamaha's performance which elvin was involved in, and eug enlisting. oh! and greg contracting chicken pox! LOL` which is actually quite exciting, considering it all happened in like 3 weeks since i last blogged?;)

hahah` i'll leave u to ponder... in the meantime, some pics from the Yamaha performance. =)

gorgeous cm n i :) elvin!:)

the adorable nephew of cm's - ray!=D the beauty n her beau =)our cocktails at TiAmo - screaming orgasm(LOL!), white russian n lychee martini =)

ok ok. i dunno wat to update anymore. its been so long since everything happened. lol` anyways, ms wong chun mei elle. i do hope this font size is big enough for u? haaha` if its not, pls feel free to change the size. u noe the password:) oh btw, i think the template has some border prob. my last words seemed to be truncated. u think u can help me with it too? when u're free tt is..:)

hope u're doing ok, not getting too stressed and not busy getting too introverted at class!:) love love!=)

and steph, dot: do well for your promos! miss u girls so much!! =)

nites y'all.

2007-08-22T20:49:00.000+08:00

hahaha. im like, home early lah. im so tired, but i still decided to blog. cos otherwise, ppl'll like complain im MIA-ed....which, technically speaking, i am lah. but really, who will care after i update?;)

anyways, weekend was G.R.E.A.T! went to watch the Singapore Fireworks Festival with baby on both days - fri n sat! fireworks display was better on sat, much more variations and much more smoke too!O.o heard from cm that there was quite some cock-ups on sat. im not too sure lah. as i was like at the merlion area. but i do noe that the platform had a little fire - which btw, isnt tt little cos every1 can see it!xD that was random lah.

but anyways, the fireworks display was really nice and ppl will nv get sick of watching it year after year after year. cos Singapore only like display fireworks 2/3 times a year? NDP (like, duh!) and the fireworks fest/comp. and prob cny. which i only saw like once. hahah`

anyhow, work is still droning and irritating and i still cant wait to get outta that place for good. but God is like playing a trick on me or sth. so that now i have to wait another year for my uni entry... :( so sad rite?

ok, i can see alot of question marks... so to fill u in, for all u clueless ppl out there (which i think is ALOT...=x) hahah` im currently waiting to enrol into UNLV - University of Nevada, Las Vegas - for my B(Sc) in Hotel Administration, which major in Hospitality Management:)

go thru so much trouble to enrol then find out that Fall'07 intake starts on the 27th of aug and is too fast for me. so therefore, i've decided to enrol for next fall intake, which is exactly ONE year from now... O.o amazing how fate plays with u huh? LOl`

anyhows, im really excited to start sch, although the fact that i have to work 1 year is such a damper. and the best part? when i enrol and actually start sch... cm wld have graduated. :( then no1 to like pei me study or sth. although i wld make new frens lah. but still!!! LOL`

anyways. really tired. tata y'all!:)

2007-08-19T19:51:00.000+08:00

alrite ppl. i've been mia-ing alot on my blog since my last post. haha.

nth much to blog abt except tt work is still as tedious and the political atmosphere is getting worse. in short, just cant wait to get outta there. -.- lol`

wanna study now lah. sians. im so not in the mood to blog. thanks to my dad. who has been on my case since like 10 am in the morning?-.-

anyways, im on a new book! Jodi Piccoult's My Sister's Keeper. its a really good read!:)

and... i spent like 100 plus on fri just to get my Heroes poster and notebook!=D soooo pretty!!!:D which also meant tt i've overspent this mth... next mth have to scrooge. lol`

haha. alrites. lazy to type. shall post up some overdue pics from my bday. which is like 3 only lah...-.- cos nobody sent me any.....:(

but hey! 3's better than none rite? at least now i have pics...=pp

cm n i:)

cm, marie n i:)

thats all for now. shall go continue with my book! tata y'all:)

2007-08-05T20:13:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!=D

hahaha.. yours truly just turned 20 recently. and it was the most amazing day ever!=D

first off, faked an mc (oops!;p) from work and went to beauty box for my makeover. which was quite nice ;) pics to be collected on the 16th.

then, waited for baby at yck and proceeded to have lunch at suki sushi - my treat. :) then we shopped and shopped and took neoprints too!!!xD hahah` n the idea came from.............. Daniel Kang. LOL! =pp this idea is like damn weird coming from him... but it was funny!!!x)

then we proceeded to marina bay to meet elle and marie, before gg down to the steamboat place for dinner. then came....

Surprise no. 1:

Mary and Pearl sitting there talking, back facing me. and baby went: "eh! those two ppl there very familiar arh...."

and i looked and went :"ARHHHHHH!! OMG! OMG! OMG!!" lol`

tears threatened to fall and all. lol``

then derrick and xinhui came... they are Surprise no. 2..LOL`;p

and the biggest surprise of all was..........

Surprise no. 3:

baby: darling. can u go get more chicken for me pls?

me: chicken? can i get pork? hee...

baby: anything lah. get many many pork if u want. (or sth along this line. lol`)

*went to get meat for baby and notices on the way back that somebody broke an egg near where we were sitting, so when i reached our place, places plate on the table and....

me: eh! be careful leh.. somebody... what the helll.......?

*raises and eye brow and looked from mary to the familiar girl beside her, to the familiar guy beside the familiar girl. then, realised that the two damn familiar faces are.....

OH LING FANG n GWEE ANN SOON!

and omg. i shrieked and cried lah... my mascara also ran.

LOL`

the day was really really well spent and i'll post pictures once i have it.

shout outs:

BABY:

thank you so much for planning this surprises and excuting it. it must be damn tiring to plan in the midst of all the things u had to do. thank you thank you thank you.

love u many many:)

oh. no thanks for the wrapping though!xD hahah`=pp

CHUNMEI ELLE & ELVIN:

thank you for the wonderful present, the company and be my bf's accomplice in this arh! lol`

love u both! and looking forward to the 25th!:)

MARIE & BENNY:

thanks for coming u two! and thanks for "controlling" the jacking n sabo-ing for this once, bunny!Xp

MARIA, PEARL, ANNSOON, FANG, DERRICK, XINHUI:

thanks for coming u guys! really appreciate it! :)

hope to see all of u soon yah?

hugs!

love u guys to bits!

:)

alrite.. will post pictures up soon, when i get them. and i'll show u the ginormous mushroom (nicknamed mroom mroom by my bf...-.-) when i take a pic of her ya?

thank u God for letting me be borned!!:)

haha.

toodles!:)

2007-07-22T14:00:00.000+08:00

alrite! its the weekends agn! and im really really well rested.. for now...xD

anyways, the past week has made me alittle nostalgic and i cant help thinking back at alot of things - sec sch, poly, frens, r/s - in short, my life in general. and stm i wonder, what if i had studied harder in sec sch, in poly... wld i still be where i am now? working and wondering how and when to take my next step?

what if i hadnt joined the student council in pcs.... wld i still be who i am now? who i learn to respect others and gain ppl's respect? would i be a leader?

the 4 years of my life that i spent in pcs was definately well-spent. i learnt alot - academically, and otherwise. my teachers taught me not just wat i shld noe, but they also prepared me for life outside sec sch.

3 years in the council taught me to be a leader, and a follower. helping out in peicai's SLC yesterday reminded me that u cant be a leader if there werent any followers. and im really glad to say that i havent lost touch with facilitating even though the last time i did it properly was like..... st john's island camp in..... 2004? xD hahahah`

after so many years, i realised that wat i had learnt in peicai, stayed with me. its still in me to lead, to facilitate, and to listen.

sometimes though, it might make me a little egoistic and feel that every1 wanted my opinion. but now i realised, im wrong. ppl who want my opinion, would ask me for it. and sometimes, i talk at the wrong time. but being in a grp of frens who always just pose questions in general and expect any1 to ans it, i guess i failed to recognise tt not every1 is like that. and my ability to adapt and keep quiet was.... lost, in a manner of speaking.

yes, i can still adapt. put me in any situation and im confident tt i can survive. just by how much. but to ask me to keep quiet is really quite a tough thing to do. and im such a stubborn mule stm tt i just keep talking and failed to take in the situation. for tt, im such a failure. but now since i've put it in my heart to really make an enormous (alrite, im exaggerating, its not tt enormous, but its still a tough choice to make!xD) effort to learn to keep quiet at the right time, i really will be able to do it. i just need to be more conscious and i probably will need more time than usual ppl to overcome it.

now, the lesson i have to learn is to "speak, when spoken to"... coming from such a huge and noisy family, its kinda hard to do tt. lol` but i promise u, i will do it. =))

anyhow, i spent some really great time with my best friend on friday and yesterday. just doing nth but catching up with life and talking over food and a drink. its a really great way to while the evening away x)

on top of tt, i rmb-ed drinking a glass of breezer and getting high! hahah` alrite.. im such a lousy drinker, but i got high cos i drank really fast. hahah` if i had drank slowly, i wld be fine! and the highlight of the nite was tt my darling bestie got really high! hahaa` alrite lah. she dint get really high, just really red and cldnt walk properly. it was damn funny and i think i laughed alot at her. sorry darl!xD ahahah` honestly. i dunno wat i was laughing at. all i rmb-ed was tt i kept laughing and baby kept laughing till my stomach hurts and i still kept laughing. lol`

honestly... i wonder wat goes on when alcohol gets into ur system... -.-

a piece of good news - im confirmed at nyk alr. which means i can now claim offs and leaves!x) but the down side is tt i have to give 1 mth notice b4 i can leave. hmms. lol` anyhow, at least i still have a job!:) and although the politics are really obvious... i guess i can leave with it ;)

afterall, im a survivor!;)

2007-07-17T20:51:00.000+08:00

alrite alrite... im back to blog and there's actually ALOT to blog abt recently. hahah`

transformers rocked socks! harry potter was a disappointment, though the possession scene cld've made up for it. maybe. lol`

and vilage is just like marche. hahah` baby's class is pretty easy gg and thus makes it easy to mingle..=)

i feel sad suddenly. cos i missed the annual poly 50 at sp, and thus missed to witness my frens run and win. i miss them. and i feel so detached seeing all the new faces and i dun noe them. ):

suddenly i feel like a failure. i've been working so much tt i cant even fork out time to spend with my track friends, my close friends, best friends.

i barely even have time for my family and boyfriend. im honestly such a disappointment.

it sucks to noe tt u cld've been there to cheer them on, but yet, u werent there.

im sorry u guys. all those tt i've not been spending time with, those i've promised to meet up but failed to do so. im really really sorry..

i guess. its time to reorganise my time.

2007-07-09T21:16:00.001+08:00

surprise surprise! im updating!!!xD hahah`

sorry cm!! i've been so lazy and tired i cant be bothered to turn on the lappy to update. hahah! sorry darl! xD

anyways. work is sorta sucky with ppl who are so fake. im thinking of switching jobs. any ideas any 1?

haha. anyways. short entry. gtg. nites y'all!

loves!=D

2007-05-25T23:43:00.000+08:00

alrites! as of 23rd may 2007, i am now officially a Singappore Polytechnic GRADUATE from the Diploma in Chemical Engineering.

hahah` tt aside, this week has been really hectic in terms of work and i am really starting to get stressed by the amount of work to be done everyday and by the time im home im usually dead beat. lol` tts quite sad huh? lol`

anyways, i shall let the pictures do the talking.

Graduation 2007 - Diploma in Chemical Engineering!=D

my baby, bestfriend and her sayang!:) they got me flowers!=D

my baby!=D

my aunt, mummy, grandma n daddy:)dche3b03!! or wat was left of them tt day. lol`x)

my bestfriend!=)

dche 3b03 girls!=)

emo-fied boyfriends! haha`=x

ok.. shoutouts to my best friend, her sayang, and my baby!

chunmei elle:

thanks so much for the great idea to get the flowers! hahah` and thank you for coming and standing under the hot sun waiting for me.=D oh. and sorry i shouted in ur ear! hahah! xD i noe u still love me! hahah~=P
kwangrong elvin:

thank u for coming too ya!!=D hahah` and for the flowers and for keeping my bf company n being emo with him! hahaah` and for standing in the hot sun!!xD

daniel baby:

baby~ thank u for rushing down after sch, for the flowers, for carrying all my stuffs and standing under the hot sun while i run ard like an idiot screaming and taking pics with my frens. hahah` and sorry i nv pay much attention to u while i was running ard cam-whoring. hahah`=x but i love u many many!!=D

*big hugs to all three of u!*=D

thank u God, for the many wonderful frens and for the wonderful 3 years spent with dche3b03!:)

2007-05-19T13:16:00.000+08:00

oh! blogger is ok now! hahaha` the past few days i've been trying to log in have been met with messages telling me tt they are not able to proceed or sth like tt-.- but at least its ok now~ (:

well.. yesterday was my last day at tyco. it wasnt teary teary but it wasnt jumpy jumpy either. lol` im not good with goodbyes lah. lol`the time spent at tyco was although boring, but i had the company of two great ppl there who made it so much better to work there. (:

fara and siti had become my buddies of sorts at tyco. cos i always help them with their stuffs and they're age is close to mine. i guess tts wat makes it easy for us to communicate. (:

the two of them are so sweet lah. they bought me stuffs for my last day there. haha` a pig toilet roll holder, a photo frame with the picture we took on thurs and many many many chocolates! =D im so touched can. hee`

life at tyco has ended. im not tt happy but im sure glad tt i dun have to wake up at the crack of dawn to get to work now! hahaah` and at least now at habourfront, i'll be working with fangru and that we'll be having lunch together everyday!=) hahah` i cant wait to work there lah! and im starting on monday. hee` (:

hahah` this post is really random. shall post up pics when i uploaded them. (:

shall go pack my table. its a mess! -.-

2007-05-17T15:25:00.000+08:00

i realised tt i shld stop blog hopping at work. =pp

i cld get caught and get sacked! Xp

oh wait. it doesnt matter. i've quit! XD

hahah` im sorry. its just a tad too boring at work.;) im sure u'd understand... =pp

tatas!(:

2007-05-14T09:13:00.000+08:00

whahahah~ 1 more week till i quit and start my new job!!!=D hahah` *whee!!!*

lol` tt certainly was random wasnt it?;) okok, before i go on, i shld just recap abt my week. its pretty interesting, filled with lots of surprising stuffs. lol` but starting the first day of the week well, certainly have its advantages!=D be warned, the entry is long! haha` :p

so, monday was usual for me. waking up early and dragging my fat ass [which btw, is getting fatter by the day.. but more of that ltr. lol`Xp] to work. sat down at my desk with the usual bout of monday blues and proceeded to complete the ever droning data entry.

then, just slightly after lunch [i think] joanne soo called me. she's the hr from nyk and i was offered a new job!!!=D coolness rite?!=D that call left me beaming from ear to ear and i immediately msged baby and fangru, called mummy and fara! hhaahah` so happy lah!!! and monday ended with a happy note cos im starting my new and hopefully not so droning job at nyk. with fangru!!=D hahah` wat can get better than tt? oh wait, it just got better.. its located at habourfront! hahah` no more waking up at the crack of dawn now!XD hahahah`

im starting as a supervisor at nyk, monthly pay of $1600 not including ot. as a supervisor, im not entitled to ot allowance, but i do have supervisor allowance at $10/hr, after the 20th hour! so i actually earn more than $1600/mth! coolness!!! =ppp

hahah` but its gonna be tough cos the working hours will be long. standard 8.30-5.30pm everyday. but i have to ot almost everyday...:( which means no more fridays with baby and gang... that makes weekends more precious to us though...and i must fork out some time to spend with cm, pearl n fang, twins, and pf kahkis. AND red cross n tnf mates. haiyos. so busy!! X( but tts not so important yet. i have to settle down first and then i'll plan sth. =D hee`

i took mc on wed as i have my ct scan tt day. and i also had to go nyk to sign my letter of appointment. :) baby skipped school to accompany me. so sweet rite! =D

but the hr was apparently very busy or sth cos i waited like super long for her. then i had to go down to level 1 for a medical checkup and then went up to pass her the letter and wait for my letter of appointment to be approved before i cld sign. my appointment with her was at 9.30am. i finished everything at........... 11.10 am -.- in between, i waited like almost 1 hour? -.-

after tt, baby and i went to vivocity to catch spiderman3. it was nice, with wonderful effects and graphics. but it got a tad too draggy and boring in the middle. =x oh! and the black suit spiderman? it was appalling how drastically peter parker's character changed! and when he brought gwen to dinner at the jazz diner, he combed down his fringe? he looked horribly like the hair freak from charlie's angels!! Xp hahahahaahahaahh` it was damn hilarious when i told baby abt it~ =x but the ending was nice. :)

after that, we went down to NNI for my ct scan. but it was a wasted trip cos i was supposed to bring my parent down due to the simple fact tt i needed my parent's written approval cos they needed to inject the iv contrast before i go for my scan. in the end, i had to re-schedule and re-take my medication. -.- it was such a waste of time can! and at the pharmacy where i had to collect my pills, there was some cock-ups tat made me really pissed off.. -.- NNI shld be more organised seeing tt it is a medical institute! -.-

afterwhich, baby n i took a cab to chinatown, SATA clinic for my other medical checkup required by the company. i completed it in like under 30 mins? which i was damn happy abt. cos if we were abit later, we wld have stayed there for hours cos as we were leaving, the queue was L.O.N.G! X) hahah`

oh! i, amanda fayth lee hui shan, is proud to announce tt i have gained 1.8 kg!!=D so my weight now is 39.8kg!=D hahah` which explains my earlier declaration of my fat ass getting fatter. =x hahah` X)

went to town after to shop for my heels for my graduation. saw his cousin there as well.. hahah` so cute lah. =D hee` after walking and trying some heels, i settled for the heatwave strappy black heels. and im a happy happy girl! :p hee` we went to manhattan fish market at ps for dinner after. :) the food standard dropped drastically! :( im not gg back already. i wld rather go to fish n co. the next time rd~ but the ambience was good and baby n i had a great time eating the horrible food and chatting abt... everything. lol` ok. maybe not tt good time eating the food, but we did have a great time together nonetheless. :)

we went home after tt. im a happy happy girl tt day cos i spent the whole day with my baby. hee. :)

the rest of the week was normal. except for this....

guess who??:p

my baby's botak!!!:p and no, he's not enlisting yet.. :p

he gave me a huge shock lah! i was laughing non-stop for 5 mins when i met up with him on friday. he told me he had a surprise for me. a really BIG surprise indeed. laughsoutloud! so cute rite? haha` stephanie thinks he looks better now. lol`:)

weekends was normal. spent sat with baby at his place. he was studying for his test on monday and i was reading. after tt, we watched john tucker must die. hhahah` total chick flick! =D after tt we went for mass and i helped to sell some roses! =D hee` so happy can!! XD lol`

sunday was my cousin's 21st bday celebration and mother's day. hhahaah` its like 2-in-1 celebration lah` so funny!! =D i went shopping with my bro to shop for my cousin's present and my mum's bday present. and i hereby declare tt i am NOT gonna shop with my bro ever agn! he walk so damn fast lah! i can perspire walking with him in an airconditioned mall -.- so backside lah! lol`

my bro n i got mummy a victoria secrets' package of body lotions and gels for mother's day. and for her bday next week, my bro, baby n i got her a pearl pendant from citigems. :) and i got a citigems membership card. so whoever wanna go jewellery shopping at citigems, tell me! =pp lol`

okok. enough words, i shall let the pictures do the talking. ;) enjoy`

my cousin, jasmine's 21st bday pressie from my bro, twins n i - platinum necklace from citigems! (:
mummy's present from citigems! from my bro, baby n i!=D

nice rite?:D hahaha` okok. gtg. superly tired out!X(

2007-05-10T16:09:00.000+08:00

i guess i really shld learn when to shut up. heh`

bruised ego?

ahhh...:)

2007-05-08T15:40:00.000+08:00

ohhhh~was browsing thru some pics i've just uploaded from my phone into my com and there were afew really funny ones i wanted to post. lol` since i've got nth better to do now, i shall do just tt...:)

few weeks back, i went the sk polyclinic doc abt my migraine. i took mc from work and went down to meet baby at amk hub. i was wearing my white heels the whole day and for some reason, the rubber stud came off and cos i've been walking the whole day, it kinda hurt my ankle. and then i decided to walk barefooted cos the impact on my ankle is really painful..=(

but.... baby took off his gigantic slippers and told me to wear them while he put on my heels. lol` im kidding. he didnt wear my heels, he almost did. but it was just tt teeny bit too small for him. =x hahah` but he did walk barefooted though. and he finds it so hilarious tt he wanna take a pic of it.. so here u go. me in one of my more unglam moments. lol`

mammoth slippers!XD hahah`

poor baby. barefooted with all my shopping bags...lol`

so poor thing rite? hahah` but his torture was shortlived. the journey was only from one end of the mrt station to the other end. but the gesture was sweet nonetheless..:) thanks baby! hugs! (:

2007-05-04T23:46:00.000+08:00

im almost an emotional wreck rite now. i dunno wats up with me. im feeling grouchy, easily irritated, lethargic, pissed, wat have u, all at once. and i very nearly managed to pissed my boyfriend off by doing sth i dint mean to when all he did was to tease me (in a manner of speaking).

all i can conclude why im feeling this way is very possibly due to the fact/s tt:

1. i quarrelled with my dad 3 weeks back abt uni choices
2. ntu rejected me without giving me a chance to fight for myself, leaving me feeling useless and utterly depressed
3. nyk still havent called me to offer me a job, making me even more depressed
4. my period just ended few days back
5. the medication im taking for my pimples are messing ard with my hormones, therefore making me more grouchy than usual (which i doubt.)
6. im just pms-ing (in this case, post menstrual.)
7. im feeling bitchy
~~8. im a bitch~~
~~9. im still a bitch~~
~~10. yes, im a total bitch~~

with the combination of so many thoughts and stuffs, i dun wonder how i get migraines and why its getting worst. coupled with the fact tt parents can stm be so brutal, it actually makes u feel so lousy abt urself tt nth anybody say can make u feel even a teeny weeny bit better.

ok, as u can tell, nth constructive is coming out of this ranting and im really feeling grouchy. so u better watch where u're going, cos if u're not careful and step on my tail, accidentally or otherwise, u will find tt i might just bite u.

actions speaks louder than words. but sometimes, words hurt much more than actions.

2007-05-04T09:58:00.001+08:00

ok. so i took mc again this week, which makes tt sorta two off days in a week. but its totally not my fault!!X( *whimpers*

oh alrite. im not particularly upset or affected by tt at all. =ppp but i had a genuine reason to take mc today kies... lol` i had an appointment at the National Neuroscience Institute (NNI), so i have to skip work rite?=xx lol`

anyways, today was a totally unproductive but i-love-it-cos-i-get-to-have-me-time kinda day. and it was well spent in the company of my best gf with a hearty breakfast at macs after(: my treat cos cm was such a darling to accompany me to NNI so early on a weekday and of cos, my payroll is in...=p and cm had a great time disturbing my speed of eating, which makes me think twice abt treating her next time...=x

lol` im only kidding!!XD

so, for those who cares abt my physical, mental, emotional wellbeing [well, in this case, mental wellbeing..=p] - im perfectly 100% healthy. doc did a series of quick questioning and reflexes tests, afterwhich he declared me perfectly, 100% ok! but due to the fact tt my late grandpa has stroke n that some of my symptoms were pretty "out of the ordinary", he suggested i let them poke my brains abit more.=x which means tt i shld go for either the CT scan or MRI scan. just to be 100% sure tt nth is wrong with my brains. so, against my better judgement, i've decided to go for the CT scan next wed, 2.30pm. so till then, be glad tt im declared fine=D and im sure after the scan, the doc will still declare me 100% ok!=))

i totally enjoyed having me-time today cos i came home, plonked on my bed with my lappy on and watched heroes!=D omg. soooooo nice!!! and peter petrelli is so cute! he's such a heartthrob!*drools*=ppp but i still love my baby much muchX)

i also figured out abit more of the html for this blogskin n my links are much nicer now!=D arent i just so smart?=D hahaha` and i have a tagboard kies. so tag!!=ppp

haha`i noe. so random=pp ah wells. shall stop now otherwise i will have my usual random rantings and not get to bed. =pp hahah`

nite y'all! tml's friday! *whee!!*

twins: find one day in june where we can go out!! preferable mid-mth, and if im feeling rich, our fave caesar salad with smoke salmon - my treat kies!=D and study study!X) tt will be reward for ur hardwork!!=D

2007-05-02T22:15:00.000+08:00

changed new blogskin!=D haha. cm. i need help with the html!! lol` sos!!=D

whee*

2007-05-01T21:03:00.000+08:00

hello peeps! this weekend is by far, the best weekend since i started work. hahah`

fyi, i took monday off from work to relax and spend some time with my bestfriend who finished her exams! yeah-ness!=D

anyways, she was having a bout of monday blues until elvin managed to dragged her out somehow. lol` then we went chomp chomps and have a wonderful dinner where baby n cm found out the existence of two shellfish known as chut chut n la la! lol` cm is so amazed and so tickled by the names she actually finds them cute-_- lol` but just to educate the few of u who dunno wat they are - chut chut are some small sharp snail like shellfish while la la are clams. lol``

afterwhich, we went to ti amo to chill and drink. and after not drinking for MONTHS, i had my FIRST taste of a tequila shot. omg. i was so damn high like within mins. and cm had great fun laughing at me, and me at myself... hmms. lol` anyways, blackmail pics are on her blog. she finds it hilarious tt i got drunk on a tequila shot.. lol`

and elvin!! i can hold my liquor hor... just tt i long long time nv drink alr... =xxx lol``

alrite alrite. enuff crap. gotta rest cos there's work tml! URGH....=(( but looking on the bright side, i got a doctor's appointment on thurs! so no work agn. hahahah` how lucky for me sia!=x

okok.. gtg cook.. tata!!=))

2007-04-23T09:44:00.000+08:00

well. been mia-ing agn...=pp but i've just been really tired out recently. and with disagreements rising and all. suffice to say, its been a really bad week. sigh.. except the weekends, of cos(:

some things are better off not repeating. but only the twins, daniel, fangru and chunmei knows abt the major step im abt to take. it really is a tough one. sigh..

went for ihmyc retreat agn over the weekends and its a really good one i wld say. cos of the sessions and the ppl. hhaha` meditation is good. silent meditation, is better.(: and though i was pretty distracted from the 1st nite on, i still managed to get there somehow. though not as in depth as the 1st day(:

i also talked to jac n roy abt things tt happened during the week and i welcome the different opinion from some1 older. they too, suggested some things tt baby told me. and though i hope tt day wldnt come, i guess i gotta be ready for tt, just in case. sigh..

after camp, went to hups to slack but was stoning most of the time. lol` after tt, went to baby's hse for dinner and watched miss singapore universe 2007. lol` took a cab home at 8 plus and stupid cab wldnt come!!x( so idiotic. hai..

came home with nth in store for me. quite a relief i wld say. ok. gtg. work=x haha`(:

2007-04-18T15:33:00.000+08:00

yes. im slacking in the office again. =x im trying to type as slowly and softly as possible so as not to attract too much attention. some ppl are holding meeting nearby=x im almost certain they noe im nt working.=xxx

oh but wat the heck!=pp lol`

i've started cooking my own lunch and bringing it to work for a healthier and fuller meal:) and i also dun wan baby to worry too much..x) but although im eating better now, it also means tt i have to sacrifice some sleep to prepare my meal every morning.x( ah well. for the greater good, i guess..lol`

few pieces of good news b4 i go back to data entry. not too sure if one of it is good news. u judge for urself..*shrugs*

baby finally got his prayers answered. the forgiveness he wanted from alicia is granted. (: was quite shocked when he sort of blurted it out over the phone this morning and i was momentarily stunned cos i din noe how to react. but i guess i was too harsh.

in all honesty, im really happy tt she has forgiven him and tt she's enrolled in NP - mass comm. and i sure hope she's enjoying herself athough sch has barely started.x) hahah`

2ndly, the admission for SIM is over, but their next intake is in august!(: so tt means, psychology here i come!=D but i shant speak till im enrolled into SIM. lol` and u noe which uni offers tt deg? the University of Buffalo, State University of New York. UB... Buffalo. erica says its good. but i cant stop laughing...=ppp go figure=xx

sure hope ntu have some unexpected surprises for me. but. i doubt.

no worries. at least i have another option. *winks*

alrite alrite. time for more data entry... '-' *yawns*

2007-04-16T10:56:00.000+08:00

hey hey peeps. im finally blogging agn.... from the office...=x *shhhhhhh* lol`

im slacking.. hahah` =x there's like quite a number of things for me to do but cos the girl im helping is on leave, i have to slowly do the work left for me just in case i have like nth esle to do afterwards.

im also alone in the office cos i dunno where the rest of them went.. hmms... best part? the printer refuse to work and the bloody IT guy is not here yet!!!x( sickening. wat a way to start the week!-_-

anyhows, baby started sch alr, so theres no more lunch time chit chat with him...=( but its ok lah, i'll just lunch with fara.(: at least i have made some frens already. otherwise it'll be so sad can... lol`(:

weekend was great! i went to look for baby at church after work on friday. then greg, felicia, erica, baby and i went to heartland for dinner. the journey there was damn hilarious!xD hahah`i can only conclude tt greg has no sense of direction. lol`=pp felicia kept being bullied by greg! idiot rite! ltr manfred come back and whack him` lol..

we shoppped ard in heartland and baby found his "date with a vampire" vol 1-3. but its very ex... hmms` afterwhich, we followed erica to CSC - Catholic Spirituality Centre to look for paul. then a lot of things happened when we were leaving. its so damn hilarious lah! lol` no pt repeating here, but i noe baby was scare outta his wits! rofl!! seems like when we're out in the car with erica, its always an adventure!=D

went yc on sat. b4 that, went to greg's hse to prepare for the bbq in the evening. father brian came for yc too and the topic we touched on was pretty touche.. which escalated as the nite wore on.. anyhows, we had fun at greg's place and we went all swimming and they were all jumping into the pool like human canon balls, splashing water everywhere!-_- lol` erica, geri and baby taught me how to swim!=D so cool.. lol` i wanna swim again but my ass is aching from all that frog leg kick or wat-ever-it-is.. lmao*

went to hang out at baby's place on sunday. we watched 50 first dates!=D so cute lah. haahah` wanted to look for cm, but baby was lazy and tired. cos he slept at like 4 am and woke up at like 8 plus 9 for cathechism class -_-!! utter madness lah!-_-#

ohyeah, father brian said tt i can help out at this year's con camp! omg! so cool!!=D hahah` alrite. enough slacking. gotta get back to work.. and more online shopping!=x

hahah` tata y'all!! loves!:)

2007-04-11T22:48:00.000+08:00

i miss sp track and field.

i miss poly forum peeps.

i miss my best friend.

i miss my cousins.

i miss blogging long grandma stories.

i miss having a life!

i miss sleeping in.

i miss dche 3b03.

i miss red cross peeps.

i miss dancing.

i miss reading.

i miss having "me-time".

i miss going for mass.

i miss spending time with my frens.

i miss gossiping with my best friend.

i miss spending time with my baby.

most of all,

i miss my boo boo!

:(

2007-04-11T22:23:00.000+08:00

alrite alrite... since all my avid readers (yeah rite!XD) are urging me to update, i shall do so since i have mia-ed for almost 2 weeks! hahah` btw, im just kidding abt the avid reader part! sure y'all understand. hahah`;)

rite. wat to say? alot of belated birthday wishes to be posted out since blogger hasnt been functioning properly!Xp

first off...

31st March 2007:

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY ELSON KOR!(:

hope ur celebration was a good one yeah?;) and u better find me a sister-in-law soon!! hahah` ;p

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY SAM YEE!(:

chunmei's childhood best friend! hahah` here's to long long friendships and for some1 as sweet and caring as u! hope ur 19th was a good one!=D

1st April 2007:

HAPPY APRIL FOOL to one and all!=D

hope u guys werent as dumb as me who got fooled continuously for like.... more than 5 times? AND! all by the same person!Xp lol` more of tt ltr!

HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY SITI NOR'AIN!(:

why u nv reply my sms lah!X( so heartbreaking! hahah` anyhoo.. hope ur day was a good one and i hope u werent pranked by others like how we pranked u!Xp hahah` memories,eh?;) OMG.feel so old!Xp lol`

3rd April 2007:

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY TWINS!(:

my favourite cousins. haha` hope ur celebration with ur frens was a good one, although i noe a certain somebody was there with u and tt certain somebodies were teased the whole day! hahah` hope to see u gals soon alrite?!! =D hugs!!!

4th April 2007:

HAPPY 22nd BIRTHDAY ERICA!(:

baby's sis! not by blood relation, but still a sis to him nonetheless!:) hope u had a great time that day, shopping, eating, and with the company of the people u love!(: hugs!(:

2007-03-31T00:18:00.000+08:00

Happy 4th Month-nniversary baby!=D

hahaha` doubt he will ever read this. but TGIF! im really bored stiff, dead tired, wat have u not, working for the whole week. and the best part is tt my pay is delayed! so i got NO MONEY!!! and i gotta go elson kor's bday party tml, gg out with the twins on sunday and celebrate erica's bday on wed!x( omg! sooooooo broke lah. omg. plus! i have to get sam yee's present!!! aaaiiiiyyyyyoooooo....
today was normal lah. just like every other fridays. hahah` went to hups for dinner after stations then have briefing for Seder Meal next thursday - aka Maundy Thurday. tuition was cancelled by me since my student doesnt even have spelling tt friday. it has been changed to wednesday!-_- like wtf?? in addition, i have to rent my robe for my graduation, which is like in May. omg... so much things to spend on!!!

ahhh. tired lah. better go rest. lucky tml is saturday! thank u God!=D

2007-03-28T22:49:00.000+08:00

hahah. im indeed updating alot recently arent i? considering tt im usually tired out by the end of the day after work and all...x) nevertheless, sth embarassing happened today and dumb dumb baby wants me to update abt it so tt i can announce to the whole world wat a complete bimbo i am...-_- wonderful eh? rofl* more of tt ltr...

i took half day off from work for two days, both with the pretext of gg back to sch for some stuffs. haha` on tuesday, i went shopping for elson kor's present and i got him sth! which i wouldnt mention here lest he chanced upon this post. haah`xD after which, i went shopping ard for my heels and cardigan/half cardigan for work.(: cant wait for my 1st pay man. which brings me to the part where baby made me write out a list of "wants" when i was at his place and it amounted to like 27 items?=x hahah` i guess it will just grow longer and longer. haha` hey! at least i have a job now!x) hahah`

anyways, went to find my twinnie pearl at her work place. in case y'all are ignorant or watever, she's currently working in bugis, she mans the Ethnic Voodoo store for Daniel Ong. yes, the dan ong from 98.7fm!(: we chatted abit b4 baby and i resume shopping cos she has customers there. the store is outside kino!(: the voodoos are WAYYYYY CUTE ok! so do patronise!! ahah`x)

i wanted to surprise baby today but then he was on the phone with me so he heard the mrt went "door closing. pls stand clear of doors. toot toot toot toot toot...." and he was like " having lunch hor? bus late hor?" ahaha` so funny lah!!Xb had lunch with him at the bak chor mee store in central then i slacked at his house making bookmarks for the YCs while he slept.=)

had dinner at kfc at central.. and... this is where it gets ~~interesting~~. no, embarassing! lol` i tot i had like $3 with me cos i nv withdraw money u see.. baby has the kfc coupon and he wanted to make sure i eat so he lent me $1. then we went to central and ordered zinger meal with the coupon. and then, horror of horrors! i realised had only $2.90 with me...X) we were 10 cents short of the meal and its like damn embarassing lah! lol` then baby had to borrow 5 cents from the guy in the other queue just to change the order to the student meal, which is like $3.95. omygosh lah! so paiseh! i bet the cashier serving us would've gone to the back and laughed her head off after serving us. dumb dumb of all dumb dumbs! lol`

speaking of dumb dumbs.. baby said tt i have a theme song! and u noe wat tt dumb song is? barbie girl sung by aqua.. like.. of all songs!!-_-'' just bcos the first verse of the song is :" im a blonde bimbo girl, in a fantasy world..." like ohs ma gawds! im so not blonde lah! lol~ and he kept humming and singing the song until its like stuck in my head!!! so idiot cans!lol`

anyways, we had a little quarrel yesterday nite. but its all ok now! there goes our clean record for a quarrel-free relationship! haha`xD things are back to normal and i wont let that dumb incident get the better of me! i will not succumb to my weak will and kaypo-ism! hahah`

kkies. gtg mark my student's assessment! tuition tml! and its really bloody taxing!!x( hyperactive noisy naughty disobedient boy!!! x( but at least he's pretty adorable if he wants to be.. hmmmmsss.... contradiction.. lolll`

2007-03-27T22:29:00.000+08:00

i hereby declare that im probably the dumbest girl to ever walk the surface of this earth.

'nuff said. go figure.

2007-03-26T22:04:00.000+08:00

whee!im finally blogging agn!!! after like so long rite. hahah`a quick update...

I GOT A JOB!(: im working part time at uncle anthony's office, he's my dad long long long long friend. so im working as a part time admin there. working hours are usual - 8.30 to 5.30. but dun ask me how much im being paid cos im not too sure abt it myself!X) hahah` its just tt he's my dad's friend, u noe... so like very diff to kai kou lah... lol` ah wells...

work is good. its a good way to waste time lah. haha` wasting it qualitatively... hmms... lol` the down side? the ppl there keep to themselves, so lunch time is ~~distinctly lonely for some1 like me~~...=( scratch tt.. its especially lonely for me, who hates to be alone. dun get me wrong. i can be alone. when i feel like it. but not when im having lunch lah. sigh.

anyways. im feeling distinctly upset, scared, confused, pissed off.. in short? very pms-ed. something of somewhat disturbing calibre is bothering me. and well. i dunno wat to think abt it. i noe im thinking too much. but its not easy to quell this thought/feeling/watever-it-is....

on a lighter note - few things to look forward to are some birthdays of some ppl who are so dear to me!=D i have like 5 birthdays happening within the week. i barely started work lah. and i gonna be broke so soon...boo hoo!!!x( haah`

ohyeah. and i went shopping with fangru on sat!!=D i bought a nice pair of black pumps for work and it cost only $15.90!!so cheapo, i noe. hahah` but i like it, so who cares?Xp hahah` and i saw a pair of white mary janes heels that is sooooooooooo me can.... but no size!BOO!!x(

random note... i miss my boo boo badly... now tt im working. i cant meet him as often as i would like. so we both gotta make do with wat spare time we have. its gonna be tougher when he start work. sigh....

i want a hug.. im so pms-ed now..... *cries*

2007-03-18T19:47:00.001+08:00

alrite alrite. time for some updating. its been like more than 2 weeks since i last updated and alot of ppl are coming after my neck with chopper!x) hahah`

first off, results! i got it back already and it was honestly better than expected!(: i got my first ever distinction in three years and now the excitement has already worn off lah. haha` but that distinction is for a useless (in my opinion) module - Communication Skills for Work. ah wells. maybe it'll be of some use to me in the future. *shrugs*

anyways, gals got their posting too. both are posted to CJC but they appealed to SRJC. and some drama occurred when dot tried to appeal back to CJ. i shant elaborate here cos i think her blog has the details. i think. i just noe that both schs are being ridiculous-_- anyways, since te outcome is such, i'll support my cousins, as usual and i trust that they will study smart and hard for the BIG As in 2 years time!(: i cant be of much help in the academics area but i can still motivate and help them to de-stress(read: shopping/movie/coffee bean!) lol`=) jia you alrites my dears!(:

i just came home from a 3 day retreat. Baby's church camp for the Youth Cats. im there as logistics and i dun think i helped alot. basically because there werent much to help with in the first place. all i noe is that the camp not only helped the Youth Cats find out their "calling" from God, it also helped me realised mine. sth i have noe for a long time but yet decided to ignore. ah wells. God guides us in ways we never expects(:

anyways, really gotta thank God for the opportunity to help out at this camp and for telling me finally wat the internal struggle i have been having all this while is. and for the great ppl there who made it easier for me to blend in and feel comfortable.(: Thank You God, for everything during the three days YC camp.(:

alrites. enough for now. time to get some stuffs done.(:

2007-03-01T20:18:00.000+08:00

woohoo! finally got my ass out and about yesterday!! haha` went shopping with fangru and watched epic movie (yes...agn!-_-) with jane and edwin at marina square~

met fangru at 12 and we had lunch, shopped, tried clothes, talked nineteen to the dozen all the way till like 7.40 where we met jane and edwin for the movie. hahah`

i customised sth for baby for our 3rd mth and both fangru and i got a cream coloured tube from osmose~ i tried a pleated skirt and a off-shoulder top from blossomz. so damn nice! and im so tempted to buy them!!! but shall wait till i got excess money. lol` totally sians can!!x( and im so tempted to buy new heels!=x lol`

anyways, the show was boring when u watched it the second time. doesnt help tt i was sneezing halfway thru the show~ -_- why watch it the 2nd time? -_- longggggg storrrryyyyyy! hais. dun feel like elaborating` lol ` the atmosphere was distinctly weird lah...-_- ah wells....

saw cynthia at the mrt station!! hahah. and got lobang for work also! =) as an admin staff at her workplace(a shipping company), abt 1500 per mth. quite good pay. but stressed out though. i think i'll go for it lah. since got familiar face there. wont be tt bad.=))

ah wells. baby's last paper tml!! wheee!!!=D

2007-02-27T20:45:00.000+08:00

i.am.dead.bored!!!!!!!!!!

honestly.. life of a graduate is really quite boring. im starting to appreciate the hectic life of a student. sigh.... now waiting anxiously for reply from ntu. really hope i will be called up for the interview and then hopefully, i will outshine all the rest... sigh.....

anyways... i've been slacking the past 2 weeks or so after exams. spent some time with baby while he's studying and i went out with the twins for new year shopping! =))

im in need of retail therapy but i dun feel like spending my ang bao money, cos im saving it for greater good - my Nokia 7373=ppp haha` anyways... im still looking for a job and in the midst of it, im rotting everyday away playing maple...-_- and reading all my past mags cos i've been too lazy to go out and get new mags.. hahah`soon u'll see manda gaining some weight!x( not sure if thats good news or not. hahah` =pp

oyeah. i've been helping liping with her filming proj. i was initially an "extra" cos daniel cldnt make it for the filming. now, i became one of the main cast cos the original gal cldnt stay for her scene. -_- now i've got 2 more scenes to go.

acting is no mean feat man. i kept laughing. well, so did the rest of the cast. but i think they're pretty good!!=)) realli good opportunity to make new frens. (: and one of the cast - stephanie, she's 20! like me! and her bf's is 19! like daniel! haha. we have so much in common lah. hahah. =D

alrite. im ranting. so boring can. i need a job! x(

2007-02-03T23:14:00.000+08:00

was just emailing my cousin. found out tt some1 was out to give her name a bad reputation. -.- goodness. cant believe this kinda thing is still happening. lol` anyways. i noe she's mature enough to handle this. i'll be behind u all the way, kies micheala! =) hugs!

ok. im just bored from all the studying (which is not much, btw. but hey! its statistics! n its dead boring........x), so i decided to blog and maybe post some pictures. haha. ok. running outta stuffs to say. owells. some pictures from christmas eve and daniel's church christmas dinner. i noe lah. very late. hhaa.. but who cares? x) lol`

daniel and me outside his church

daniel and me at his church's xmas dinner(:

corny rite? lol~

2007-02-01T23:59:00.000+08:00

honestly speaking. im feeling pretty fucked up now. its just not my day and im just not in the mood to do anything except cry x(

anyways. on a lighter note. i finished one paper. wasnt tt bad but also isnt all that good. oh wells. one down.. two more to go. =)) and. i just had a haircut. layered it and its slightly below my shoulders. pretty nice. not tt different from my usual hairstyle. just shorter than it ever was. and the pony tail is SO DAMN SHORT! lol` its shorter and lighter. i like it.=) will prob stick to this length till im in the mood to change. lol`

anyways. i just submitted my online application for NTU. i really realli hope i get in..*crosses fingers* went down to nyp to find baby to add some cheers for the rest of the day. the day is just horrible. undescribably horrible. x(

urgh. i miss my best friend.i miss spending time with her. i miss just chilling at her place. x(

sometimes. things sucked so much to the pt that u lost all motivation to do anything. and i feel exactly like tt now.

2006-12-24T13:26:00.000+08:00

hey y'all!!! its Christmas Eve!!! :)))))) can u feel the Christmas spirit?=DDDD alrites.. i've been mia-ed from my blog for damn long eh.. lol` i guess a little update is in order.. =)) first off, CLS Graduation Dinner n Dance at Hotel Pan Pacific. place is very grand and all.. service is not bad, but the food is not so up-to-standard for a 5-star hotel. lol` i think Meridien's food tastes so much better. lol` weili, xr n est also think so... =pp anyways.. highlights of the nite is definately xr n est... they look SO pretty lah! so different from their usual selfs. haha. alrites alrites. i'll let the pictures do the talking.(:

proudly presenting... DCHE 3B03! (:

anyways, im gg to my aunt's place for christmas dinner afterwards. afterwhich, i'll be attending midnight mass with daniel at his church.(: think it will be fun...=D

AND!! Wong Chunmei Elle is coming back tml!!!=))) miss her lots man....(:

alrites alrites. i gotta go now. mum's rushing me to get ready...-_- tata y'all! and an early Merry Christmas to y'all!(:

2006-12-14T13:48:00.000+08:00

alrites!~ fyp is officially O-V-E-R!!!!!! *everybody clap!!!* =pp haha. as u can see, im wayyyy high now..=x i mean, come on! FYP is now passe and christmas is coming! wat else cld be better?;) hee`

before i continue, here's a few belated birthday wishes:

Happy 19th Birthday Elvin!
hope ur surprise bday celebration was unforgettable for ya! esp opening clarence's present! the moment's priceless! haha. hope u'll haf a lovely year ahead of u blessed with God's love and Elle's love!=))

Happy 17th Birthday Yilin!
wah! finally 17 arh. but dun let ur wings fly too high arh. ahah!=)) sorry i cant stay for dinner that nite! but hope u enjoyed urself as well!=D

anyways, fyp presentation on monday. daniel's common test was on monday. poor baby have to cram for 7 modules and he had a terrible headache last nite!=(

i went to his place on monday after fyp presentation to accompany him and give him some moral support for him to continue his studying. hope i din distract him too much by talking.=x ahah` celebrated yilin's bday with the track ppl on tues. but i didnt stay cos i have to go home and study for Bioprocess Engineering test, which was today and is such a killer! urgh! haha`hope she enjoyed herself nonetheless(:

went out with daniel's frens yesterday nite. finally met joel and ian's gf - andrea!(: and guess who else i saw? LIM KIM SEAH! haha` he saw me lah. then he came and tap me on the shoulders. when i turned ard, he was like smiling with his damn small eyes and his trademark wave. haha. i was so shocked i cldnt say a thing! lol` but it was great meeting him after so long!=))

we went to fish&co Glass House for dinner. erica and paul have to leave early cos they have a meeting at paul's place. they missed out the fun lah! we dedicated a song to joel and the in-house
band invited him to sing the song! haha. he was so on lah! he actually went up! haha. omg! i take my hat off him! haha` and he has a great voice! =pp after tt we went to Ti Amo, daniel's bro workplace in serangoon central and had a drink. poor baby had such a terrible headache!=(( effect of studying too much and too late into the nite. hais. but endure kies my dear. last 2 papers!*hugs*

anyways, my mum collected my dress already!=D n im gonna buy my heels ltr and shop for makeup! whee!!! D&D is on monday and i so cant wait! partly cos its the start of the term break as well and its so near christmas!(: haha` alrites alrites. shall stop here. see y'all soon i hope. haha. till then..toodles!(:

2006-12-07T13:42:00.000+08:00

alrites. i haven been updating. im lazy lah. haha` besides, when i last updated, stupid blogger has some probs and all and the previous post ended up blank..-_- sickening shit. and i cant rmb wat it was tt i blogged abt. ah wells. *shrugs*

anyways. was smsing daniel juz now and he told me sth abt.. well.. some1.. and well.. i juz found out tt my presence back then was... well... sigh... basically, when i found out abt it i juz felt so bad lah. but i din noe it wld affect her tt much... i juz hope she doesnt make things diff for him...

urgh. im feeling so mean lah. and i dunno wat to say. hais. anyways. the final battle is on! haha. this monday. im quite worried. juz hope things wont be too bad. *prays hard*

alrites. im having a mental block. X( tatas!

2006-11-23T13:20:00.000+08:00

heys... im back to blog after mia-ing agn. haha. chunmei is like coming after me with a chopper and screaming "UPDATE UR BLOG!!!!" lol` i can literally imagine her doing tt...=x hee`

okok. so my life has been pretty mundane. project, work, project, work and more project. tt basically sums up my life since i last updated. lol`

i watched Step Up with the twins!=)) really really great movie!=D storyline's somewhat like Take the Lead. haha` but the dance is realli realli nice!!!=D n yeah. i went for facial at my cow's hse..his mum is a facialist. my God! it hurt like hell lah! he was sitting beside me n laughing! sadistic idiot!X( lol`

i also met his aunt n cousins from Malaysia. lol` went shopping with them n also celebrated his mum bday. so damn paiseh lah. his cousins are all tall lah! sickening. lol`

alrite alrite. i need to pay attention in class. sigh.

2006-11-10T00:50:00.000+08:00

heys... im back to blog after like gg missing for 1 week or so. lol` the past week has been pretty happening. hahah`

had class chalet on sunday and we gave winnie a surprise celebration. but she sorta guessed it cos of some pretty big mouths lah! haha` sickening shit!Xp haha` anyways, went wild wild wet the next day cos escape was closed! #$^%&@#&%*#&$(*%~!!!! lol` irritating cans! but www was super fun also. though a little boring. hahah` played water bombs as well! hahah` super super duper duper fun lah! hahah` =pp

went to meet my cow on tuesday. had a new haircut and accompanied him for mass.(: and i met all his frens lah! scary! =\ haha` went to his bro's workplace for dinner. chilled at the pub above till like 9 plus b4 we left.(:

went to watch Flushed Away on wed then went to shop for my black flats for work. bought my forever 21 long sleeve top also. =D est, xr n i went to the Xin Wang Hong Kong Cafe for dinner. the food was like so so only lah. lol` not tt fantastic. i wanna go Secret Recipes and Coffee Club lah! hahah` i wanna try the cakes and the food. =pp got cravings for japanese food also..X( but super broke now cos need to save for DnD dress, shoes, etc etc. haha` sians 1/2..

i also watched The Covenant. =D heh` so so so so so nice lah. the guys inside are soooo hot can! especially Caleb(Steven Strait). omg. sooooooo h.o.t!! ahahah` okok. enuff craps. shall get work done. nites y'all! more updates next time! =D

2006-11-02T13:36:00.000+08:00

hey hey... finally back to blog after such a long time lah. cos my lappy cant publish my entries for some reason. so yeah.. im blogging from sch...heh` X(

soo.... past week or so has been pretty happening for me lah. went clubbing with daniel, and his frens erica and justin. (: justin's sis mary anne and erica's fren alfin joined us ltr in the evening.(: i had dinner at cm's place tt nite and we were talking. and it felt damn nice cos i cld play piano and i cld talk to her. i can tell her almost anything. (: afterwhich, went clubbing at zouk~(: stupid daniel made me "ta" 1 jug of vodka lime lah. and tt got me pretty high. my head was spinning and i cldnt walk properly. lol` sickening shit can! lol` erica n him tekan justin damn bad lah. cos it was like his bday n all. and so they got him three flaming lamborgines! madness lah! daniel took 1 and justin took like 3. and i think some1 bought him a graveyard. omg. poor thing cans` haha` left ard 3.30. had a freaking hangover the next day and skipped my first lesson. haha` and had a friggin quarrel with kc as well.

had work on friday and worked till 1.30. the nite was pretty ok lah. cos my partner was daniel. ha` went to gotham with daniel, anil, sri, misha, kenny, rasherman and md noor. my captain, kenny, treated us and all. haa. drank quite alot tt nite. but din get as high as wed. but my head was damn heavy though not spinning badly. i cldnt walk properly lah. think cos i was super tired. we went to bedroom cos gotham closed at 4 plus. and i left at like 6 plus cos i cant take it already. was already sleeping on daniel's shoulders while dancing. haah` =x

duty on sat was cancelled for me cos they had too many ppl doing it. crap can! 4ever 1 lah`so i ended up shopping with fangru. better than the duty cos i finally get to talk to her. haha` =))got my abercrombie long sleeves!(: and i tried a white tube dress with brown floral prints. super super nice lah. bought it on monday..=p haha` went to watch death note with daniel and went to meridien to kajiao the rest after the movie. haha` it was anil's last day there as well...=( my captain n AM was so shocked to see us there. haha. cos it was like 1plus. reached home at like 3plus cos daniel n i were talking. haha`

went to work on sunday. cant rmb wat happened also. lol`saw sri's gf. she's so damn bubbly n cute can` hahha. =)) worked on monday as well. i noe i noe,madness. haaha` anyways, i ended class early so i went to shop for winnie's present and bought the tube dress at the same time(: soooo damn happy. hahah` met up with daniel and had dinner and went to work together(:

and also. things ended lah. in a mutual agreement i guess. im nt all tt sad. juz numbed. guess cm is rite. im juz numbed by all these already. but thank god for her. she's always there for me when i need her. dun worry kies cm. im fine, really truly.=)

finally QAAS and BEF quiz 1 are over. time to relax alittle.(:

leaving u guys with two songs from High School Musical. its so super nice and the lyrics meaningful. enjoy (:

The Start of Something New

When There was Me and You

2006-10-22T23:57:00.000+08:00

im realli starting to think blogger has alot of prob man. it had publishing probs AGN yest nite! and all i typed abt yest were all G.O.N.E!! just like tt!!=( so sickening!! urgh!! >( anyways.. b4 i go on abt yest's fun, here's to yee shuen!=)

Happy 21st Birthday Yee Shuen!!=D
sorry we din celebrate for u this year. with fyp and all, its realli busy for us. but hopefully we'll be able to go out and help u celebrate ya? albeit abit late lah. but its the thought tt counts rite?;) hope u had an enjoyable celebration nonetheless!=)

rite. back to business. haha` first and foremost, i wanna thank all these great ppl for turning up - jamie, bobby, abby, evelyn, kai, david, weihong, beth, angel, mike, alan, edwin, terence, ck, and my siao eh! also, to ardi for joining us for dinner after his work! =D because of them, the outing was a success! =D heh`

rite.. so i was late cos i was working the nite b4. yaya i noe... excuses.. but watever. Xp lol` anyways, met up with siao eh, terence, alan, ck, weihong, edwin n david at habourfront control station. then we proceeded to the hawker to meet up with the rest. u wont believe the queue going into sentosa! omg! its like damn freaking long lah! it went all the way to the carpark area. first time i saw such a long queue waiting for the bus!x.x so we took cab in and split into 3 or 4 cabs i think.. ck n alan went n took the shangri-la hotel's bus. wtf. free entry?! loll`

we played basketball. split into 4 grps. my grp had kai n david! and they were GOOD! omg. they had the best "mo qi" ever lah. lol. we won all the 3 grps. whahahah! so cool can! haha. then the guys had a match with others. they were like so beng. and pretty rough. our guys lost. so sad cans! after tt, we went to play vball while some of the played monkey.. and it drizzled for awhile. then they buried alan in the sand! haha. they gave him boobs AND dick.-_- like wtf. haha. he caused quite a commotion with the indians! hahaha. damn freaking funny! hahah`

then i suggested they throw alan into the sea and they were strategizing how to do it cos he's pretty strong. hahah` but he din even struggle. he sorta resigned to fate? lol` but he got his revenge lah. all the guys all got thrown in! hahah` then they started targetting the gals. jamie was the first target.. then she sabo-ed me!! -_-" and i tot they were aiming for angel lah! but when i realised they were coming for me, i ran for my dear life! hahaha` they couldnt catch me till i stop to catch my breath. hahah` cos i had a pretty good headstart.=X heh` then we walked back to where the rest were. and when i saw them carrying eve into the sea, i tot i din haf to be thrown in! then the guys suddenly carry me n threw me in! like thanks man! totally!Xp lol. then all the gals got wet as well. so we ended up playing water monkey! haha` then ck was sabo-ed to take photo with some babes as he was the monkey 3 times!=x haha` tt reminds me. lol` the guys are such pervs lah! they kept ogling at bikini-clad gals. its pretty amusing yet irritating watching them talk abt the gals. haha`

afterwhich, we tried to float as a grp in the water and well... it failed cos i was juz so scared lah. i juz haf that phobia of letting my feet float in the water. its unnerving!X( so we went to play bball and vball. we had like 1 german businessman in my team and 1 indian in mike's team. hah` it was damn funny! haha.=pp then i went to wash up and jamie, weihong, david n i enjoyed ben & jerry's ice cream while waiting for the rest to finish.

walked to habourfront centre to have dinner. ardi joined us after work!=) we had New York Pizza and soon kuehs. kai tot the pizza was not filling. he tot wrong lah! we ended up playing indian poker and zhong ji mi ma to finish the soon kueh! n i was so lucky lah. i kena like thrice lah! once for the indian poker, twice for zhong ji mi ma! and on top of eating the soon kueh, we had to do pumping, guy style! and it increased by 2 every round! and i did 48 pumpings! now my arms are aching! no thanks to mike lah!Xp that ass! he was the mastermind who wanted to increase the forfeit! lol.. then he nv kena even once! lucky shit! Xp lol` we played till like 9.30 then left. on the way to the train station, we passed this push-cart store. and i ended up getting 1 long red necklace and 1 crown ring!=) gorgeous i tell u. hahah` jamie got a white mickey ring as well. damn damn nice lah! lol`

worked on sat. 51 tables! omg. was damn tiring lah. after tt, met up with darling chunmei and her sayang for supper at tcc..=) super super super nice to meet her lah! havent met her since forever!=) after tt, we walked to somewhere near kk hospital and took a cab home. tt sorta explains why i was late the next day cos i slept at like 2 plus lah! hhaha.. =X

and yeah. biggest irony of the week? when i was doing duty for the SPSU's night cycling event from the 20th oct to the 21st oct, the ambulance stalled twice and broke down! it was damn funny lah! we were pushing the ambulance across the road lahs! and the best part was that we saw 3 police cars in under 2 hours? haha. try beating that lah! hahah. best man. we din noe whether to laugh or cry. lol`

alrites. time to get work done. sians. nites y'all!

2006-10-18T23:58:00.000+08:00

Happy 18th Birthday Valerie!!!=))

Happy Belated 19th Birthday Hui Da!!!=))

im damn late in wishing them. hahah. mei's bday is like on the 11th lah! hahah.. val's bday is today. but i cant celebrate for both of them cos i always haf pf stuffs.. sians..

anyways. had NIE Director's Relay from friday, 13th oct, to sat, 14th oct. it was an overnight competition. it was really really tiring and alot of the runners were affected by the haze. its really quite heart pain to see them like tt sia. =( but im still proud of their achievement cos they won!=) im also very thankful to my helpers who stayed awake thru'out the nite. i din expect them to at all. cos its like after sch on a friday nite. so its pretty tiring. but im damn happy and proud they could endure 12 hours that nite!=) also,thanks to alex for helping plan and organise everything tt nite to ensure that everything runs smoothly!=) cheers to SP Track n Field!=D

went out with pf gang agn on wed. haha. alot of them ps me lah! kns! Xp so sad can. in the end left wendy, sa, ash, mike n pooh bear! we went shopping and wendy n i bought bikinis.=D heh` and the gals went into the shop selling abercrombie clothes and we absolutely fell in love with afew tops. haha. im so gonna get it next week! Xp hahah. like totally!! lol... =pp

super tired man. gtg rest. nites y'all!

2006-10-18T10:28:00.000+08:00

heys. blogging in sch now. updated some links. i've also added the link to Sophie's blogshop. her stuffs are not bad and its a good experience working with her.=D but she's closing her blogshop!!!=( sadded....

anyways. shall blog more when im home. my mind's pretty blank. haha!

2006-10-10T12:05:00.000+08:00

rites. cldnt blog yesterday due to some technical glitch i guess? but anyways. i forgot wat i wanna rant abt. and i shall not start since i forgot abt it. shall juz leave y'all with this.=)

Everytime We Touch - Cascada

I still hear your voice when you sleep next to me.
I still feel your touch in my dreams (my dreams).
Forgive me my weakness,
But I don't know why,
Without you it's hard to survive.

'Cause everytime we touch,
I get this feeling.
And everytime we kiss,
I swear I could fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast?
I want this to last.
'Need you by my side.
'Cause everytime we touch,
I feel the static.
And everytime we kiss,
I reach for the sky.
Can't you hear my heart beat so?
I can't let you go.
'Want you in my life.

Your arms are my castle,
Your heart is my sky,
They wipe away tears that I cry (I cry).
The good and the bad times,
We've been through them all,
You make me rise when I fall.

'Cause everytime we touch,
I get this feeling.
And everytime we kiss,
I swear I could fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast?
I want this to last.
'Need you by my side.
'Cause everytime we touch,
I feel the static.
And everytime we kiss,
I reach for the sky.
Can't you hear my heart beat so?
I can't let you go.
'Want you in my life.

'Cause everytime we touch,
I get this feeling.
And everytime we kiss,
I swear I could fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast?
I want this to last.
'Need you by my side.

2006-10-09T01:03:00.000+08:00

omg omg omg omg! ahahaha. clubbing on friday was so fun cans!!!! hahahah! i totally totally enjoyed myself man! hahah`haven been clubbing since like.. last year lah! hahah. and the company i was with made it all the more better to club that nite! haha. lets see who was there... my siao eh! hahah` sa! kai! junwei! wendy! my twin-janice! kristen! alvin! abby! izwan! merv! hahah. mike tt ass was supposed to come with us but then he cldnt at the last min! ninny! haha. ps kia! hahah`=X

anyways, was at maria's birthday chalet b4 i went clubbing. so sad i cldnt stay cos the clubbing thingy was planned b4 mary informed me abt her party!! it was her 21st celebration lah. felt so guilty i had to leave..=(

then i met sa at pasir ris mrt stn and we proceeded to meet siao eh n kai on the train. then to PHUTURE we went! hahaha. i dun think i wld type the details out but one thing's for sure - wendy is damnnnnn hot! haha. n kristen's dance moves are dammnnnnnn good! hahahah! once agn. wld post pics once i have them. hahaa..

worked at like 1pm on sat lah. was stoning away though things were done like so fast. hahaha. the best part was the wrong table cloth was used and in ard 45 mins, we managed to turn over the entire ballroom of 43 tables. it was like warzone lah. u cld hear glassware hitting against glassware. omfg. tt was fucking funny and yet tiring. hahah`

worked at 6pm today. but went out with mike, kai n sa to catch Rob-B-Hood. its freaking hilarious i tell u! a total must-watch! n its pretty touching at the same time.. elizabeth joined us for awhile only cos she din wanna watch a movie. and we kept disturbing some ppl lah. hahaha. rite sa! aahahaha..=X after the movie, we wanted to play pool, but there was no free table so we waited for like 30 mins b4 i had to go for dinner. ate QQ noodles agn.. whahah` then they walked me to meridien. and we went separate ways cos i needed to work!!!=( basket cans!!=(

work was fun today! haha. i almost kena 1 person to 2 tables cans! lucky nv. haha. cos i was like "huh?! me arh! 1 to 2? can dun want anot?!" hahah. juz as i was abt to walk out, my captain was like "dun want arh? ok lor." hahha. steady seehhhh..=X hahah. partnered yong chuan. he n feng tao was spouting rubbish the whole nite though feng tao was at the other end of the ballroom. lol` dinner was damn fast lah. and i kena this bloody brat at my table. lol..

and i did dry ice again today!! hhaha! damn cool can. hahaha..=pp dunno why but i love doing dry ice though its like my 2nd time only. hahah` est also kena dry ice. but today i abit kan chiong. nv aim properly, the hot water splashed on my leg. freaking hot lah! hahah. also kena 1 guest abit. but who asked him to be so near me?=x hahah`

okok. enuff crap. im gg to bed. sch tml. nites y'all!=))

2006-10-05T22:37:00.000+08:00

heysss... im so freaking tired. and its only the 2nd week of sch!!! -_-' anyways. belated birthday wishes to weili n my nu er kristie!=))

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY WEILI!!!!!!!

hope ur 21st bday was great!! actually, i noe it was great! so romantic sehhh` =pp hahah. hope u totally enjoyed urself at fish n co!! and! u look totally stunning that nite! like some superstar! haha.. =D may ur 21st year be filled with lotsa joy, happiness, blessings and obviously, wisdom for good results! hahaha.

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY KRISTIE!!!!!!!!

my darling nu er. haha. i noe we sorta drifted apart and all... but i hope u do noe that u're still my best nu er kies! keep in contact and hope u enjoyed ur 17th birthday to the fullest! may ur 17th year be filled with lotsa love, joy, happiness, laughter and wisdom! hope u're coping fine in poly!! miss ya lots!! love!!=))

anyways. this week was tiring and upsetting. but i shall not talk abt the upsetting stuffs cos its over. but yeah. i was damn hurt and all. and cried buckets that nite. it din help that my com decided to crash on me and i felt so fucking fucked up. i totally juz broke down. omg. i cldnt believe that my day was that bad can. urgh!

but going for pf meeting was great! it totally cheered me up lots!=)) had some ISPE recruitment talk and stuffs in the afternoon, afterwhich, had short DCHE chapter meeting. but i left early and went to rp for pf meeting. mike was supposed to fetch me, but rp's so lousy. LT got no reception. or rather, its his phone and siao eh's phone tts lousy. lol..` called them but couldnt get thru.. lucky i met ruth. otherwise i'll be stuck at some ulu part of rp waiting for mike.-_-

meeting was damn rowdy cos we're all hungry. lol. went to jalan kayu for PRATA!!!=D hahaha. gerald dropped us off after. and the guys were such asses can! keep kajiao-ing me! like WTF!!! siao eh and mike is gonna die a horrible death! hahah.

anyways.... i realised i haven uploaded any pf camp pics. but im using my lappy now cos my com crashed so yeah. i'll upload it when its repaired ya? haha. for now.. bear with the words. hahaha.. =pp

alrites. time to get my work done. hais. tata all! clubbing tml! cant wait!=))

2006-09-29T15:36:00.000+08:00

I LOVE SUBTHEME 1!!!!=))

i so totally totally love them all to bits! hahah` we juz had our post pf outing as a sub-theme on wed. haha. went to seoul garden for dinner. and man... great is the understatement of the year! hhahaha`

had class from 8-1pm, so i planned to go down after tt. called abby and realised the time was changed to 2.. so i slacked ard in sch with dear and my track frens till abt 1.30. reached city hall ard 1.55? then went to meet abby, jean n mervyn. while waiting for the rest, we decided to go to New Balance to get me a new tshirt..=D hahah. cos the 20% discount is ending like tml? haha` anyways, got myself nice maroon colour NB tshirt..=)) then ppl started arriving and we started to think where we can like juz slack lah. cos we were a biggggg group. lol.. so in the end, we went to marina square where some went to have a snack and the other went to play pool.

afterwhich, abby, jean, ruth, mervyn n i went to shop ard and we went to try out the osim iDesire massage chair. omg. it was heavenly!! hahah` mervyn got the ROBO iDesire or sth like tt. but he cldnt command it to do wat he wants. haha~ =p then we went back to the rest and they were bowling! hahah. we had a helluva high time there man. totally totally high. haha. then we went to seoul garden ard 7 plus cos our reservation was 7.30pm. some of us sat on the merry-go-round thingy and omg. it made us so damn giddy afterwards. hahah`

was at the same table as angel, annice, david, ashley, junwei, terence and eve. hahha. we had a lot of fun lah. haha. i kept cooking stuffs and piling them with food. and david is so cute lah! haha. he always look damn quite but he's a BBALLER!!! omg. i cldnt believe it. hhahaah` the ppl who could've made the day even better was mike, who was down with fever and sa, who was away at macau!=( they missed the gathering. but no worries! there's more to come im sure!=D

after dinner, we went to the esplanade and did our mass dance! hahaha. omg. it was damn embarassing. haha. then we made mr ridwan sing to ms ina!! [everybody go "awwwwww"]haha. it was damn sweet lah. hahah. then we had a round of "thank you" speeches where i cried! sooooooooo embarassing lah!X( haha... miss ina cried too when it was her turn. which made mr ridwan and me cry as well. it was so touching!!!!

then it was time to go and we kept hugging each other and all.. hahah. i totally miss them.. although we're meeting up to make our project come true soon, i still miss the time i had with them at pf camp. ahaha.

im doing fyp in sch now. since like 10.30? omfg. im dead tired...=(( gtg get more work done. urgh...=(

2006-09-24T11:11:00.000+08:00

whheeeeeee* im back from poly forum. and let me tell u... SUB-THEME 1 ROCK SOCKS!=))) seriously, i swear that they're the bestest bunch of ppl to have in a camp! haahah` we're like the most happening sub-theme and all. and although we had like alot of cock-ups and all, we managed to pull off the main presentation with no problem at all! see how great they are?LOL.. i totally love them! hahah~=))

amazingly, we survived the 4 days of camp with like maybe 5 hours of sleep or so? adrenaline works wonders man. lol. we all slept the first nite. but i was like at mike's bunk with terence, ash, shang ming and dunno who else watching Hostel. but it hanged halfway and we ended up watching 15, the banned gangster show. lol.. then mike sent me back to my bunk and i k.o-ed till like the next morning. lol..

2nd nite was ghost story nite. the stories they tell freaking scared the shit outta me lah. lol.. in the end, we sorta split up into two groups and 1 carried out with the ghost stories, the others started on jokes and sec sch stories till like 6 plus? lol.. like wth....

3rd nite was D&D. and it was totally high even without alcohol. lol.. mr ridwan sang and the whole sub-theme went on stage to support him! =D hahah` and we also performed the TP mass dance and that was the greatest performance the whole nite man! lol.. =X hahaha` afterwhich, some of us went to junwei's bunk and crashed for the nite with alcohol. we played indian poker and zhong ji mi ma and when we were like all high and all, we played truth or dare, but juz purely dare. lol.. crazy bunch of idiots. but that nite, i got myself damn high. i drank till i was like damn jia lat lah. lol. my facil who was there said i was already gone lah. super duper mabok. and i made ppl do their dares w/o thinking. haha. i was that gone. and i muz apologise to junwei. that poor guy had to do a dare on some1. lol. cos of my mabok-ness. =pp damn paiseh the next morning. haha. we stopped at like 5 plus cos my facil said we shld rest cos we drank. slept for awhile b4 we had to go get ready agn.

the last day went superbly! i dare say all our hard work paid off...=)) i brought back great memories with me! =)) and... a horrible voice! hahaa`my eyes were all misted up when i hugged them all goodbye. i nv had this kinda feeling for camps b4. sub-theme 1 rocks man. lol.. and well, although its the end of camp, i daresay its only the beginning of yet another strong bond of friendship and a beginning to realise our dreams!

the best bunch of ppl to ever hang out with: janice, annice, angel, abby, alyssa, nana, ardi, mike, terence, ashley, mervin, evelyn, rendall, junwei and a whole bunch of other crazy idiots! ahaha. love u guys to bits!!!

ha. the funniest thing? almost all of us gals has eye candies. hahaha. and mine is...... whahaha. a secret..=))

RAH!=))

Happy Belated Birthday to KC dear.=))

his birthday was yesterday and after ivp, we sang him birthday song and went to east coast for a bbq. and although things werent all that great in the beginning, im sure glad everything went well after that. dear had to travel to so many places b4 coming to meet us. lol.. poor thing.... but im glad he turned up.=D they played water lah. so damn cold. lucky nv kena me. lol....=x hahah`

ivp was great. i ran 4x100m and we came in 7th! thank God. i was so afraid we'll get last! we cld have gotten 5th/6th but im juz glad we're not last! hahha.. alrites. im dead tired from all the "tonning" i have been doing the past few nites. time to catch up on my sleep.

sch's starting tml. urgh! major bummer!=(

sub-theme 1 OEIIIII! =D RAH! haha~

2006-09-10T22:27:00.000+08:00

first day of ivp was yesterday. and although i din run, i was so nervous for those who were running. especially for yilin!!

overall, we din do really well. but we had alot of fun. lol... especially when yilin kicked the hurdles! hahah. and when siuping smiled at us when she was running 400m, omg. we were laughing our heads off!! hahaah`

went to west mall for dinner. then went to CSC to bowl/play pool. but then the pool place was closed, so while some of them bowled, the rest of us sat at the cafe to chit chat. which ended up in alot of us sleeping/stoning.. lol`

dear went to hk today le. 10am flight. feeling sorta moodless now. like do everything also sian. hais. better go complete my report. tml gotta go ntu in the morning!X( urgh.. tired tired tired!!!!