Sunday, July 13, 2008
just yesterday, i was reading a really really sad blog entry.. from the girl who's bf passed away in brunei...
in it, she posted pictures they took together, wrote abt the times they shared, how she is coping with it, etc.. it was really really sad to read abt it.. the most heartwrenching thing was perhaps the fact that she still unconsciously msg and call him.. and that, i guess, is where reality will hit her again and again and again. its kinda like taking a knife and stabbing her multiple times at the same spot..
it kinda suck when this kinda thing happen to u. we wont noe or understand wat she is going through. we can only guess and perhaps, think we noe how she is feeling. but how many of us actually went through something as heartbreaking as this? we all live one day after the next.. in fact, God forbid, we are literally wasting our time away, probably fighting or quarrelling with our love ones, not knowing when we will ever make it up to them.
i guess we humans, do take things for granted. if i were her, i'd prob have died. or perhaps, be at a total and utter lost. i do admire her strength and courage. she cant stop the tears, or the memories from coming. but she can, and im sure she will.. move on and become stronger.
i pray to God, that she'll find her strength in the ppl who love her. and that she'll find solace in Him. And dear God, pls just protect all our loved ones. especially those in NS/those who are facing risks every other day.
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