Wednesday, March 26, 2008
i am so tired i cld sleep like a dead log and not wake up till like sat afternoon.
im so overwhelmed with work that my migraine is coming back, that i barely have enough sleep every night, that i think im bingeing. so tired that i cld just cry. )):
school is coming up with all sorts of activities and the instructions for preparing for it is like coming at the last minute. and in this week alone, i have like so many things to complete in time for the event next week!
is it my fault for not planning properly? my fault for not checking if i have any extra duties? my fault for not having good time management?
i highly doubt so. cos 1) i plan everything down to the last detail. a habit i acquired ever since i started teaching. giving leeway for a few extra events in between. 2) if there are extra duties, the person in charge should inform me as my email is not in the school's list. so im not likely to be the most well informed person in the school. 3) i might have poor time management. but with the mt everest pile of work to be completed in this week for portfolio alone, i highly doubt that good time management is going to help me thru this shit.
all that, and im merely a contract teacher - UNTRAINED!
God help me. ):
Feel the rhythm of the beat ;
10:11 PM
