Thursday, February 28, 2008
im on mc for two days. yesterday and today.
cause? throat infection. loll...
anyways.. nth much to update abt but i guess i've been feeling a little lonely since i started teaching....
fr is busy with work and eug. cm is busy with elv n work n school.
i am busy teaching and spending time with baby.
i guess i miss the times where after work i can go shopping or just meet cm for dinner or some bitching session.. now, by the time i finish school, i'll be too tired to bother gg out.
its my 21st in a few months time and i've yet to start planning. its way too early, i wld think. and as my bday is in the off peak period, it shldnt be a prob with booking chalet. im keeping my fingers crossed. anyhow.. just as i was saying to baby moments ago.. turning the big 21 doesnt seem to affect me much.
somehow.. i've always felt that turning 21 is a big hoo-hah.. and that i shld feel some sort of "freedom"? by the time i turn 21, i wld've left poly for 1 year plus, which means i wld've worked for 1 year or so. and somehow, i guess that already made me change alot.. in terms of thinking, etc.. esp now that im gg to start studying in roughly, 3 mths time?
turning 21.. just means being more responsible, i guess. considering the fact that ppl mature when they encounter certain situations.. so i wont just become uber mature overnight. i just think that the amt of things i have to be responsible now is more. and with the added fact that im working and have not saved much money for the past 6 mths totally made me rethink my spending and to be more thrifty.
in a way.. i noe its good. but stm, its rather hard to not spend. and once i quit teaching and start studying.. i have to think of taking up part time job to cover my expenses. i cant possibly take pocket money from my parents now, can i?
so.. any lobangs for jobs that allow me to start after like 1pm, pls let me noe! it doesnt hurt to plan early! :)
i feel older suddenly.
haha. tata y'all.. its back to school tml. and 1 more week till the end of term 1 and there is ALOT of things to do! X(
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