Friday, May 04, 2007
im almost an emotional wreck rite now. i dunno wats up with me. im feeling grouchy, easily irritated, lethargic, pissed, wat have u, all at once. and i very nearly managed to pissed my boyfriend off by doing sth i dint mean to when all he did was to tease me (in a manner of speaking).
all i can conclude why im feeling this way is very possibly due to the fact/s tt:
1. i quarrelled with my dad 3 weeks back abt uni choices
2. ntu rejected me without giving me a chance to fight for myself, leaving me feeling useless and utterly depressed
3. nyk still havent called me to offer me a job, making me even
more depressed
4. my period just ended few days back
5. the medication im taking for my pimples are messing ard with my hormones, therefore making me more grouchy than usual (which i doubt.)
6. im just pms-ing (in this case, post menstrual.)
7. im feeling bitchy
8. im a bitch9. im still a bitch10. yes, im a total bitchwith the combination of so many thoughts and stuffs, i dun wonder how i get migraines and why its getting worst. coupled with the fact tt parents can stm be so brutal, it actually makes u feel so lousy abt urself tt nth anybody say can make u feel even a teeny weeny bit better.
ok, as u can tell, nth constructive is coming out of this ranting and im really feeling grouchy. so u better watch where u're going, cos if u're not careful and step on my tail, accidentally or otherwise, u will find tt i might just bite u.
actions speaks louder than words. but sometimes, words hurt much more than actions.
Feel the rhythm of the beat ;
11:46 PM
