Sunday, June 18, 2006
alrite! back from
pre-poly forum event today. this is the last of the 2 day
pre-poly forum event we had at
RP. and....
team 1...
ROCKS! hahahaha. damn. im always having fun in this kinda events. love every moment with those bunch of crazy ppl.. like
ardi,
rendall,
jun wei,
evelyn,
farah,
pauline,
wei lin, etc... they are damn crazy! hahaha. and im like known as the
queen of the "huh-what" and "di-di-du-du" games. LOL. cos i nv get tricked!! =D hahaha. PLUS. we had some cold jokes sessions today. omg. its all damn cold lah. and i laughed till i peng can. hahah~ Thank God for giving me such a fun grp!!=)) and stupid
rendall calls me the
devil cos i wore contacts today, he said i was the
angel yesterday cos i wore specs and looked more decent. irritating! lol. and
bobby calls me
ice girl cos i called him
iceman [
bobby from
x-men 3..=x].. hahahah. bunch of crazy idiots!=))
anyways, was supposed to work today. but i was informed yesterday that we will end at 6 plus. but during briefing, we had been told that we will end at 4 plus, that's why i gave my name to work. omg. i panicked when i found out. faster msg
rasherman and told him and spent the nite calling ppl and asking them if they can replace me. all the way till today when
john offered to help me find replacement. omg. thank God for him. or i would have died terribly!!=))
my grp bonded more today, with the
facils and as a group. and though the group is big, we do have some common ideas about stuffs.=)) im quite happy with that. in addition, i had to like present our group's idea infront of like hundreds of ppl. and i sorta like got stunned halfway thru. so paiseh can. then my team clapped for me. sooooo nice can! hahah. and that stupid
alvin, my facil [who is damn cute btw..=x], shouted
"wo men yong yuan zhi ci ni!" [roughly translated to "we will support u forever!] hahah~ lame shit. but after that, i sorta like calmed down and finished my point. lol. think im too tired or sth.
and b4 we left, we haf to cheer. and
team 1 is
super solid!solid super! ZAI ARH!=))) hahahaha~ lmao* loving every moment of this event. im really damn looking forward to a very enriching camp in september!=D
just a random thought...
can u forgive, if u cant forget? i asked
jian abt it once. he said why not? and at that pt, wat he said seemed logical enough. some things are hard to forget, some memories are just etched in ur mind/heart. conclusion was that it is possible to forgive even if u cant forget. but currently, im having some doubts. though i cant forget certain things, i thought i had forgiven. but recently, im a little messed up. whenever memories flashes in my mind, i get a series of mixed feelings and thoughts. on a good day, i'll prob be smiling at the sweet memories. on a bad day, i'll be cursing and psychoanalysing wat the hell went wrong and stuffs. and i'll be thinking of retorts i shld've said, things i shld've done to put my pt across at that time. contradicting? maybe.. lol..
this seemed a pretty thought-provoking subject. hahaha. i dunno. this is my stand. what say u?;)
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