Tuesday, December 06, 2005
heys..im so freaking tired man...now rushing
NEWater report..damn tiring...almost done with my part..now left with
winnie's to compile then im done..tml gotta rush
fluid mech b for
yufang also..sians 1/2..
gonna study tml with
winnie for
thermodynamics..i really need help for that man..hope i can absorb tml..otherwise i die liao lah...X( the
class wanna go watch
Chicken Little tml leh..i dunno shld i go anot...*wonders* see tml how lor..got
maths quiz on thurs also..sickening..all the test piling up liao..and next week i have
plant design and
chem rxn engineering quiz on wed and fri respectively...and we have more reports to do...sigh...
i cant wait for the sem to end..and yet...i rather it doesnt pass so fast...its kinda scary to face the working world after graduation...i gotta buck up if i wanna make it into university...
the
twins are away at camp!!!!:( cant go shopping liao..anyways...i doubt i can find time to shop with them lor...so many things to study for..christmas doesnt even feel like christmas!!!:( so sad lor..ppl out enjoying and im mugging..i juz hope no lecturer set quizzes for the week after christmas n chinese new year week...or i'll not be able to enjoy my break...and i really need a break now...urgh!!
somehow i feel...things seemed to be so different with me now..was chatting with an old
fren* last nite..and we talked abt the past..and i realised..i've really come a long way since graduation from peicai sec..the things i've experienced are really dear to me..even the bad experiences are like a learning journey for me...i've matured..i've learnt..
until now,there is one particular incident that is still bugging me after a year plus..its amazing how time flies..that incident with
jia hui..i'll nv forget how our friendship seem to juz...end...its hurting and disappointing..and i've not seen her since chinese new year last year?or maybe b4 that..whenever i looked at the photos we took..it always made me super sad..coz things are not gonna be the same with us anymore..we dun talk now anyway..its like..we're total strangers now..and it all happened because i blogged sth in the heat of anger..its amazing how blogs can create strife..first it was
jiahui and her
bf..now,its
chunmei and another gal...and well..everybody else who got involved trying to stand up for their fren..its actually quite sad for me...i've talked to
pearl abt it..and its like..i seem to be losing more frens because of wat i thought was
"righteous anger"...another old
fren who also got caught in the midst of that particular incident was a really dear fren to me..it sorta hurt that we're drifting apart because of this incident..
pearl told me to talk to her.but somehow...there din seem to be any right moment to talk abt it...and yes..im realli sad..maybe it is juz me and my oversensitive emotions...but i do hope things will take a turn for the better...i cant stand losing anymore frens..one is enuff...
and i do hope the misunderstandings will clear..im getting tired of all these stupid bitching..
Feel the rhythm of the beat ;
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