Thursday, November 10, 2005
heys...back to update...been realli lazy recently..hahaha...anyways..b4 i start..i would like to apologise to afew ppl...
-long kor kor,ys,sis,sfeng,peiru,ryan,zhiyong:sorry!!!! for the sudden outburst today..for not showing you respect in front of the first years...esp to
long kor kor for walking out halfway during the meeting...realli sorry guys!!!!:( and thanks to
peiru for coming to comfort me...realli appreciate it gal!!!=))
feeling real bad for flaring up today and for giving "attitude" to you guys in the early part of the afternoon.but u muz understand..im trying to talk to the ppl there..and that i also told you guys that i needed u to pay attention..but u guys ended up talking loudly..
sis..u asked me to respect..im sorry i din..but u put urself in my shoes..if u were talking and ppl all over are not bothering abt u..how will u feel?i dun mean any disrespect when i shouted..im realli sorry i did that..but u muz also understand im being put in a very difficult position..you guys shld also respect the speaker..in this case,me..i noe u guys are not very interested..but pls give me some face lah..afterall,there are other members in the clubhouse..how do u think they will perceive the committee when you guys are not giving the basic courtesy the speaker required?
secondly..im really sorry i walked out..i wasnt in a good mood this week already..and the earlier incident din exactly help...the fact that
zhiyong and
ys commented the way they did was realli the last straw..im usually not so sensitive..but im not in a particularly good mood..so forgive my sudden walk out during the meeting..and that you guys commented b4 i even finished everything juz made me really angry and feel really useless..i walked out not because i was angry...but because i was upset..not at what u guys said..but at other stuffs..although i admit that wat u guys said also upset me..i din wanna cause a scene in the club..
a really really BIG apology to long kor kor agn for walking out during the meeting...SORRY!!!=(im realli sorry for wat happened today...:(
sis..pls help keep my temper in check ok?=)
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