Thursday, October 13, 2005
i realli dun get it...ppl are all so worried abt their results..but HELLO?!!!does anyone share my worries?u peeps haf like...way better results then me all year rd..n u're complaining coz u might get a C or a D?fuck u lah...im worried if i get a F ok...an F...and if i can get a D,i'll be jumping for joy!!so stop throwing all those nonsense abt how u're gonna get a C or a D juz coz dunno how to do that question or u think u nv do well!guess wat?I DUN CARE!seriously..this is getting on my nerves..i noe i can be patient and be like.."aiyah..dun worry lah..u'll be fine..." n be all nice abt it coz u feel that u cant get ur As...but u noe wat?MY PATIENCE HAS A LIMIT DAMMIT!!!!!!!!!!!yes..im nice when it comes to consoling my frens..but who cares abt me??nobody cares that I'M FREAKING LOSING MY MIND WORRYING ABT THAT FUCKING PIECE OF RESULT SLIP!!!!
im like..pretending to be all nice and relaxed and calm abt it..coz i dun wanna make others worry abt their results..n no surprise..nobody saw thru my mask..heh..im a master of disguise man..nobody can see thru it...all u see is that..."wah!u so pro arh..no need worry abt results??i scared leh..ltr get C or D how?!" FUCK U...i failed b4..n i dun wanna fail agn..u noe how freaking bad it is on my nerves?u noe the kinda stress i live under every single fucking day?!no u dun..no1 noes...and no1 will
ever noe!failing may seem like..nvm lah..F only wat...but to me..its repeating 6 mths in poly!!!n no..i CANNOT TAKE THAT shame..n i stress...
SHAME...im a gal with LOTSA
PRIDE..and i CANT take that..and b4 u go boasting ard with ur "Ace result slip",u better think twice,thrice or more if u need..coz when it gets to me that u're so "sad" that u got a C/D for that module when u expected an A,esp when i nv ask abt ur results,im so gonna fucking SCREW U!!!!!!!!!!!!!mark my words..i meant every single word...
rite now..i juz hope that every1 can score for their exams...n i juz wanna pass...juz pass my semester...
rite..now tat i got that out of my chest..i feel so much better...:)
i realli dunno why im feeling this way...but i realli do miss u....
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